2010...here we come!!!

Okay, so now its a brand new year and we're supposed to have a brand new start. Hooray..yay..not happy at all.==''.. okay,you can't exactly say not happy..just..it feels like,i left 2009 just with a flick of your finger. I don't even know why,there's this THING bugging me. Inside my brain..==''..everytime i look back into the past,its like...i left with some regrets. But, i can't shake off the uneasy feeling.

And lately, i don't know why...things start to turn really wrong. Its like, what i said in my most recent post. Its like a drastic change in my life. Now i'm left alone in 2a11 myself and all of them went to 2a12..yeaa..you can say padan muka cuz i didn't study VERY hard during exam but i only play comp..but..i mean,the comp is so tempting!! So,you can't blame me...at least..not all..haha! i'm talking crap now.

So yeah, i went to church to countdown yesterday-last year-whatever. Haha. But, amazingly i didn't fall asleep..well..to tell the truth just a few minutes, but so what? ==''Actually it was my mom's brilliant idea to go,she was like, okay since we're all free,let's go to church!! after mass, then talk crap with 1 of my friends about boys. Yea yea..we're talking about guys..but we're not perverts..haha!! So now i'm chatting with Kar hoe about feelings..

me: happy new year!
him: happy new year!!
me: chat with him yesterday...teehee. lol.==''..
him: oh about what?
me: crap. no la. somethings la.
him: oh..actually u 2 still like each other..
me: how you know?
him: if not he don choi you lar.
me:oh,so now you're the love expert huh?
him: yeah. sort of. maybe. i know a lot of thing about love ar.
me: okay,so if you're the love expert, why can't u save your own skin? XD
him: sendiri lebih hard mar..other ppl easier..
me: aiyerr...lame excuse lar..==''..
him: aiyo mine is not so complicated mar..

Haha...kar hoe kar hoe..always give lame excuse..haha!. Juz kidding. He's a good friend. YUe sam too.. and my BFFL group... hope we'll be friends for the rest of our life. Haha. ANyway folks, gotta go. Its a brand new year and have a brand new start. So forget the past and move forward!! Byee!! happy new year!!!

End of 2009!!! Goodbye. XD

Hey guys, its been a really long time since i post something new i know. A lot of things have happened. Good things, bad things. Every kind... Its like, a drastic change of my entire life. Or, a whole new person coming out of me. Like, for instance...my mom changed her mind and sorta let me learn the guitar. But, then... I lost something that means a lot to me. Does it always work this way? When we let go of something, another thing will come along like you've always wanted. Okay,anyway..we're getting way out of the topic.

Okay,erm..the perfect way to start the last day of the year..==''..going to school to help out for the form 1 orientation. Phew,it was a hard day..me and ying lee were carrying water bottles in their boxes. (CAN YOU IMAGINE??!!! BOXES!!! IT'S HEAVY!!!) ==''..yea well..then lyue sam and yan kye was my-our-lifesavers..==''..they became a gentlemen and help us to carry those...(yay!! give it up to both of them!! woohoo!!) okay,then we help the morning session AJK to give out those maklumat paper thingy to the pelajar..blah blah blah..and then, went to BP to rest. But haven't even rest more than 1o minutes, those teachers come in and say ''Can i borrow you for awhile?" Then all the prefects groaning and complaining..still help teacher do...aiyo.==''.. They owe us. XDD

Anyway, its the last day of the year, i wish you all have a blessed new year and may God bless you guys. I love you all!!

p/s:yea la yea la swee lynn, i loev you the most lar. XDD Melanie too. and our BFFL group. Cheers!!!

In the airport...cheese!!

a photo of me and my sis ta the new zealand airport. my aunts comp is a bit slow..and VERY VERY VERY old..lol..

Hey guys,yeap..i'm already in New Zealand...and blogging..haha..sorry i did not online on the 24th as it was quite a hectic day..phew!! So..these pictures are me and my family in the airport..enjoy!!XD...

or not.==''..

In the plane..yeah!!

Camwhoring..the person beside me was starting at me..LOL..XD.

Me!! at the playground..hehe..=)..just 9 years ago,me and my sis were BEING took..photos i mean..XD.

CHEESE!! XD.

Our family..in the airport..yeah!==''..

Okay,i'll just brief you guys about New Zealand..um..where do i start?

oh,nevermind..i'll start when we were in the plane..

Okay so i was sitting in my seat..and suddenly..i got air sick..yup..i did..==''..and then..well,you know,when you get air sick..you puke. And that's exactly what i did.i puked for 4 times..everytime i eat something, sooner or later i'll puke.(EWW!!!)gross i know..and the person beside me was really starting at me..LOL..she's an old lady..(to somebody:don worry la..just an old lady..XD..hehe..==''..)and the last time i puke, i sorta ran out of the air sickness bag..and then,i asked the person beside me: "COULD I HAVE THE BAG...PLEASE?"..trust me,i was having difficulty saying that because i was on the edge of throwing up..and then the minute she gave me and i opened it..(EWWW!!!)yeah..i puked.==''..

And boy, i was so hungry..==''...and so i reached new zealand(YES!!!) and..reached my aunt's house..unpacked.fell asleep halfway...and nothing much..==''..that's all guys..tata!XD.

MISS YOU GUYS!!!! xoxo.

Packing my stuffs..

Okay,i'm going to New Zealand tomorrow...
so i'm packing my things..
i've been packing and unpacking the luggage.
After 5 hours..
if you take a look at my luggage,you'll have the surprise of your life.
IT'S STILL TOTALLY EMPTY.
no kidding.

I mean,its not that i'm not excited..its just...this is the first time i've ever been so..not-looking-forward to trips..usually when i hear this kind of news,i would be jumping around the house(yeah,i know i'm hyper..==''..)dancing..and jumping on my bed..singing at the top of my voice..but..this time,everything changes..i'm not even sure this is who i am anymore..==''..oh gosh..we went out of the topic..

so,yesterday..i bought a pair of sneakers...B.U.M equipment..haha..i've been looking for something like this..haha..see my new shoes..=)..

side...oh bummer..it's got dirt on it..==''..so fast..


upper..err..view..haha..so..whaddya guys think??XD

Last Day of school..

(from left)daniel,nicholas,melanie,puiyie


me and nicholas..LOL.

(from left)puiyie,petrina,siao suan,ho min,me,melanie,chee ching.

(from left)Ying lee,daniel,nicholas,puiyie,me,melanie,petrina,siao suan,chee ching..

So i went to school today as usual..
some of the things were so familiar..
wonder if those will change...
but,there's one thing i hope it will never change..
FRIENDSHIP.

Those teachers wants to break us up,
i'll just say this:

You guys can't break us up,
so if you think this is the best way,
you're wrong. SO WRONG.
Try thinking another way..
wish you guys ''LUCK''....
NOT.XD.

Anyway,i hope no matter what all of us will help each other out,trust each other..
and whoever out there wants to break us up,
i suggest you think about it..well..maybe more than twice..
because when you reach our limits,
you'll pay for the consequences dearly..okay?
Good day to you.

And buddies,i'm sure its not so bad..we'll still find time to spend together..
what we have is time..
no worries..we'll spend lotsa lotsa time together and we'll remain BFFL.

Sure gonna miss you guys..anyway,just wanna wish..
HAPPY HOLIDAY FOLKS!!! XD.

15th of November..a day i would remember until the day i die.

Okay,on the 15th on november,chee ching,melanie,pui yie,sweelynn,me, ho min and nicholas went to siao suan's house for a gathering. So i went to pui yie's house to pick her up,then we went. When we reached, we ate lunch 1st,haha!! then we went swimming...woohoo!! we spent nearly half an hour choosing our outfits..and changing it..don't get the wrong idea..nicholas changed in another room..haha..and he finished faster than us..so he keep shouting:''WEY!!YOU GUYS FINISH ANOT?!!!"" then we will shout back, "WAIT LARHHS!!!" then diam diam dy outside..haha..

Then we swam for about...2 and more about 3 hours..whoaa guys,i can tell you..my skin was all wrinkled up..and i drank a lot of chlorine water..eww!!!haha..then we went sauna(YEE HAW!!XD) and also chat about anonymous...XD.Then suddenly dunno who say, ''EHHS,I VERY HUNGRY LEHHS..HAHA!!" then we went to do our stuffs like, bathe and change our clothes..then later we went to eat..(WOOHOO!!!) and so,the end....haha..not yet la..there's still more to come..

Then around 6 something, we ordered pizza..i talked to person working, and boy,was she gonna go mad...we keep changing our order..trust me,i did the talking..i nearly knocked my head on the wall..haha..okay..then they all said after 45 minutes,if that person doesn't come,we'll scold him..haha..(EVIL!!!) then after 45 minutes,we gave that person another 2 minutes..he was late..1 minute..so what??so, we didn't scold him lorhhs..==''..

Then everything was fine..i just didn't get why were they lingering down there..then upstairs say ''WAIT!! DON'T COME UP FIRST!! HAVEN'T SET THE TABLE!!'' then we wait lorhhs..then suddenly they say, ''WEY!!WANT TO COME UP ANOT??!!!'' then i run up...it was like,pitch black..and then i heard those confetti pop and then everyone was singing the happy birthday song..haha!!i was like,YOU GUYS DID THIS FOR ME?!! i was..speechless and i was sooo touched..yeah,i nearly cried,but so what?? its not like you get to cry of happiness everyday.. haha!! then we cut the cake..and everyone took pictures and..we got crazy, everyone fed me a mouth of cake..haha!![ i couldn't upload some of the photos..sorry!!! ]anyway,after that...we went to the swimming pool to take some pictures..haha..nicholas got his pants wet..woohoo!!haha..its like,he wet his pants..haha!!

After that,chee ching's father came..so she went home,and i called my mom,and we went home too..haha..it was really a great day..i wish happy times would never end.. its really a night to remember..i took some photos..just have a look at it..enjoy my happy time with me..haha!!


Me and Siao Suan~ XD.


me and melanie..YEAH!! hehe..

lao gong and lao po~joan(me)& sweelynn..=)

me and siao suan...O.o..NEW YORK.hahax~

MEMORIES...i curi from sweelynn de..hehe..xP.

me and melanie=) BFFL.

swee lynn and me!!XD.

The 5 pretty girls..haha!! juz kidding..lol..XD.

A close up of my birthday present in advanced..haha...XD.

sweelynn lao po feeding lao gong~me!XD.

HAHA!!!XD.

We're doing an experiment on before and after..haha..except that this is cake!!XD

Me and Ho min...taking pictures beside the pool..haha..XD.

This is what they did...the cake..its really nice..but what i think is the most precious is the time they spent for planning this sweet surprise.

haha..this is the cake..whaddya guys think??=)

they got this for me..XD!!! I love my friends so much!!!!

BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!!

*sorry if some people's photos were not in..i can't find some of the photos..thousand apologies.=)

good luck in everything you do.

yeah well i knew it wouldn't be so easy.
maybe i was just,playing with my own feelings.
or maybe you were also playing with my feelings,
probably that's the best way to end it.

maybe i'm not important to you at all...
but i never got the chance to say,
you are important to me.

maybe you don't feel the way i do for you...
but i never got the chance to say,
what i feel for you is what you cannot imagine.

when i asked you about was i important,
turns out that i wasn't important to you at all..
you helped me decide..
so i'm going out of the country.

maybe it was best if i didn't tell you my feelings at all..
then we could've save ourselves from all these regrets.

i haven't even got the chance to say...
ILY.