this is ridonculous!haha!

abc'sShareRULES:Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.
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ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: Yes
B - BIRTHDAY: 29-11-1996[presents ya!!xD]
C - CRUSHING ON: nobody..==''...
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: erm...ice?teehee!
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my friends..
F - FAVORITE SONG: hmm.loads..R&B...classics like Debussy's...erm..Claire de Luna..you name it.other kinds too..hmm..
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: GUMMY BEAR(certainly not worms!![gulp])
H - HOMETOWN: Seremban..somewhere there..i think..XD..
I- IN LOVE WITH: erm...ah!!sweelynn..my wife..haha!
J - JUGGLE: no..==''..
K - KILLED SOMEONE: YA THINK?!!!
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: erm...i don't know..cuz i always sleep..cuz i get car sick..==''...
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: erm...i don't really drink those..[gulp]
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1
O - ONE WISH: urmm..world peace?
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: ermm...my call log says..CHEE WENG?!!!OHMIGOD!I DIDN'T CALL HIM!!!
R - REASON TO SMILE: ermm...i don't know..i like to smile..i think?haha!
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: this morning?8something..haha!
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: i'd prefer not to answer that question.
V - VEGETABLE(S): ermm...am i supposed to know what it means?as in,vegetables only?
W - WORST HABIT: let's see..the worst is...well..when i get bored my hands start to get itchy..so in tschool the person beside me kena lorhhs...so cham..i know..xD...but i also kena by her...haiz..==''..world war 3..muahahaha!
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: none
Y – YOYOS ARE: what kinds of yoyo?modern or tradisional?
Z - ZODIAC : Sagitaurius
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Random QuestionsAbout You
Spell your name without vowels: Jn Ch W-y
What color do you wear most?:black and white..mostly white
Least favorite color?erm...not really any..What are you listening to?:LOVE DRUNK by BOYS LIKE GIRLS!!!!*screams and faints..xD..
Are you happy with your life right now?:yeah..i think..what's there to be sad of?
When do you start back at school/college?:erm...we started school three days ago?
Less Favorite pair of shoes?: slipper
Where do you wish you were right now?: in korea?haha..or maybe new zealand??

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: err..yes..no..yes..no.i don't know..
Can you tie a cherry stem with you mouth?: no
Can you whistle?: oh yeah!!you bet..haha!!
Write with both hands?:yeah..well..i scribble though..haha!
Walk with your toes curled?:that's a challenge...i'll work on it..haha!

THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: no
Do you believe in miracles?: yes

Do you believe in magic?:well..not really..

Love at first sight?: don't know

Do you believe in Satan?: NO!! ANTI-SATAN.HAHA!

Do you believe in Santa?: YES!i got presents from him when i was...well..5 year old..haha..cuz i never hang my christmas stockings these few years..==''..

Do you know how to swim?: yes

Do you like roller coasters?: erm..not really..i haven't really go on one..last time i tried to go on one..the person say i'm too short..==''..and i don't think i want now..i'll probably throw up.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: NO.excuse me a mo..i'm gonna throw up.

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?: yes!

Have you ever asked someone out?: no..

Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yeah..==''...

Have you ever been to the ocean?: yea

Have you ever painted your nails?: no..==''...no interest..

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?: well..if u ask me..i think its around..39 degree celcius?
What radio station do you listen to?: hitz fm

What was the last restaurant you ate at?: a korean restaurant

What was the last thing you bought?: ermm...a book?

What was the last thing on TV you watched?: news?

THE WHOS:

Who was the last person you IM'd? : erm..sweelynn..my wife..haha!

Who was the last person you took a picture of?: my teddy bear?haha!

Who was the last person you said I love you to?:erm...i sang a song that has that word..does that count?

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?: yes

Ever cried yourself to sleep?: erm...twice i think..no..more than that..uncountable..haha!

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yeah
Ever cried over the opposite sex?:[scoff!! and snort!!]never!!i just realized there's no point crying over jerks..if he made you cry,then he's not worth it.

Do you cry when you get an injury?:sometimes?

Do certain songs make you cry?:so far i'm standing high..muahahaha!

Are you a happy person?: yeah..what's there to sulk with?i've got my friends..my family..what more could i ask for?

What can make you happy?: my friends and my family?

Do you wish you were happier?: i think i reached the limit..haha!
Can music make you happy?:yup

LOVE SECTION:

How many times have you had your heart broken?:erm..well..to be honest,once..==''...

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: NO..==''..of course not..well,at least not yet..

LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair color?: erm...according to my wife(sweelynn) its dark brown..==''...

Current piercings?: none

Have any tattoos?: no..==..at least not now..

Eye color: ermm..black?

IN A BOY/GIRL

Favorite eye color: hazel brown

Short or long hair: short

Height: 157cm...does that count as tall?

Best clothing: don't know

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: NO

Laughed so hard you cried?: yes..

Cried in school: yes

Thrown up in a store: well..i did that in korea..haha!ate too much seaweed so i threw up in the restaurant..==''..

Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: yup
Gone skinny dipping:err..i don't know what does that mean...it's jibberish..no sense..==..

Pepsi or Coke:coke..

McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald

Single or Group Dates:i don't have dates c'mon!
Chocolate or vanilla:erm..maybe mix it?

Strawberries or Blueberries: can i mix it too?

Meat or Veggies: ermm...doctor say we must have a healthy diet,so..maybe both together?haha!

TV or Movie: TV..haha..at least it's more comfy..haha..

Guitar or Drums?: both

Adidas or Nike: Nike

Chinese or Mexican: Mexican i think..haha!

Cheerios or Corn Flakes: BOTH!!!!

Cake or Pie: CAKE

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Type ten persons name

1 Chris

2 Melanie

3 Xin Mei

4 Sweelynn

5Chee Weng

6 Chee Ching

7 KarHoe

8 Pui Yie

9 Yong Ern

10Yue sam



1. Would you date number 5?Chee weng?!!!ahem ahem..==''...dunno...

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?Melanie:get well soon ya..then we can play truth or dare together..haha!
3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do? yong ern: what u doing
behind Darren's back?

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.sweelynn my lao po:..aiyo...u eat until so full isit?haiz..now u see..i need to tidy...if i fail in any subjacts u die arhhs!!haha!

5. Number 1 is acting weird:lools..jiehhs..u eat wrong medicin arhhs?haha!

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.wow..yue sam...2girls giving u a haircut..so happy hor?haha!

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and ask you to go to a concert.kar hoe:me?!!! not...mehs..haha!!!

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.yue sam:huh?!!u sure?!!

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world .sweelynn:NOOOO!!!!!!I'LL DIE WEHS!!!!COME BACK!!!

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.PUI YIE!!WAT U DO?HAHA!

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.chee weng:err...got poison arhhs?xP...

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.Yong ern: (whistle)sexy girl!!!haha!!!

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.chee ching:wat's up?

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.Chee Ching:u got eat wrong medicine anot?!!>.<..

15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them. sis:i think i have a hunch..nvm...don cry..he's not worth it..==''...

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly on flame.melanie: Yay!!means we can order pizza and i can get a new house!!thanks melanie!haah!

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a cola.sweelynn:got drugs anot?haha!!

18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.sweelynn:yalo...apa tu?o oso dunno..

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game.yong ern:u eat finish nothing do isit?oklo..teman u sot..haha!!

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.Chris:huh?then me lehhs?==''...

21. Number 7 looks lonely!ask xxx to teman u larhhs..haha!!!

23. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.chee weng and xin mei:harh? wah..i a bit scared wehs!haha!

24. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?chee ching:u wan ur hair lyk charcoal isit?==''...

25. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.Yong ern : who bully u ??~sweelynn..yalo..who bully u?me and sweelynn kill tat person..~joan..haha!!

26. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!Chris,xin mei,chee weng,chee ching:argh!!!run for my life!!!!!

ALPHABET xD
According to the alphabet, name a person and tag them.Then answer the questions.

A. Ang Eng hong
1) Do you love this person? - (gag)oh puh-lease!!==''..
2) Is this person your enemy? - nah...
3) Would you kiss this person? – AHEM AHEM!!
B. -
1) What do you really think of this person?-
2) What’s his favorite color? -
3) Ever danced with them? –
C. Chee weng
1) Do you have a crush on this person? – yeah!!(eww)bring the basin here pronto!!hahax!
2) Have you ever had a crush on her? - huh?!isn't it the same question as no.1?
3) How old is she? - 14.
D. Daniel Chen
1) How long have you known him/her? - 9 months
2) Biggest regret? - nah..he may be a lil' silly..no..scratch that..he is tres silly!
3) Do you hate this person?- no...
E. -
1) Have you met their parents? -
2) Worst thing about this person?-
3) Best thing about this person? -
F. Fabian
1) Have you met his parents? - no.
2) Worst thing about this person? - i don't know..haha
3) Best thing about this person? - gee..hard question...
G. Goh Kay Shin .aka. nicholas goh
1) Is he a good listener? yup..
2) Have you ever lied to this person? NOOOO
3) Is this person good looking? -a bit plump..but cute in a way..hahax!
H. Ho min .
1) What grade is she in? – same as me larhhs..==..
2) Is she your best friend? – ...err..dunno..
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? – nah...
I. -
1) What is this person's favorite food? -
2) How did you meet this person? -
3) Do you trust them? -
J. Jing lee
1) Do they have any siblings? -Er...
2) Do you know their favorite song? – Er...
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? - Er...i'll faint?cuz that would mean she's a lesbian..==...
K. Khong Shein
1) How old were you when you first met? – 13
2) How did you meet? - School .
3) Ever danced with this person? – Nope.
L. Li wei.
1) What would you do if you had never met this person? – i will never know her bro likes my sis..haha!!
2) Why do you like her? - cute...funny..
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? – maybe?
M. Mom??haha!
1) Is this person older than you? – yeah..>.<..
2) Is this person single?- no!!!!she's dating my dad!!haha!!
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? –every second of everyday of every year and as long as live?haha..
N. Neoh Yu Ming
1) Is this person your friend? – maybe..==''..hard to tell..
2) Have you seen this person cry? – no..
3) Do you know this person’s middle name? – Yu.
O.Ow Ji Qing
1) Have you ever dated this person? – *falls off my chair..==''..YA THINK?!!!
2) When is the next time you'll see this person? -next monday??
3) Do you go to school with them? -duh..
P. Pui Yie
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? - NO .
2) How about a sleepover with them? - NO
3) Does this person have a job? – No la..
Q. poh quee a.k.a...rose ong
1) What is this person's relationship with you? -my sao sao..(bro's wife)last time la...
2) Is this person wealthy or poor? -she is darn rich..haha..
3) What is this person's ambition? -erm..i don't know..
R. -Rynn
1) Have you heard this person sing?-no
2) Do you think this person will repost this? -don't think so..
3) When does this person look best? -ermm...everytime?
S. Swee lynn..my beloved wife..haha!
1) Is this person taller than you? – nope..she's a lot shorter than me...
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? – yeah..we fight eveyday..if we don't fight one day,you'll know something is wrong with us..haha!!
3) Do they live close to you? – Unfortunately...no..T.T..
T. Tee Wei Yu
1) Would you do anything for her? – maybe..==..
2) Have you been to his house? – nah.. .
3) Where does she live? – somewhere on this planet?haha..
V. Voon bin
1) Does he have a crush on you? - (gulp)..maybe asking him is the best solution..
2) Is she cool? - dunno..
3) Is this person your friend? – yeah.one of my very best friend...
W. Wong vern lyn
1) Would you save her from drowning? – yeah..of course..
2) What you like about her? - Great sense of humor !
3) What is his favorite sport? - erm...i don't know..i ask her then i post again..haha!
X. Xin mei
1) How did you 2 come to be friends? –long story...we look alike..so we got to know each other BETTER..haha!!
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them? –maybe...forgotten
3) What is one thing you would change about them? - Er....don't be like me?haha..
Y. Wai yee...
1) How old is she?- 13
2) How long have you known them?- Since standard 5
3) What was your first impression f him/her?- cute japanese girl..haha..
Z. Zhi Yin
1) Does this person have MSN? – Think so .
2) Have you ever made out with this person? -err...no..
3) When will you see this person next? - School .

tagged=gagged..haha!

1. What have you been doing recently?doing my stupid seni??=="..
2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?yeah..when i go to sleep..don't want your head exploding eh?
3. What happened at 10am today?doing seni..??==''..
4. When did you last cry?erm..a few weeks ago??i'm a cry baby..=="..
5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?maybe..maybe not..then again..maybe..
6. What do you want in life now?gee...hard alot..for instance..urmm..some fat off me?(>.<)haha..
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?my mom forbids me to..but sometimes i prefer putting up my hood..xD..
8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?err...sleep??==''..duh..if not??==...
9. What bottoms are you wearing now?erm...pants?
10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?i love you??haha!!
11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?erm..depends..haha..i know i'm evil..
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?should i be?
13. What was the last movie you caught?err...high school musical 3??
14. What are you proud of?everything about me?==''..geez..i don' t know..what should i say?my boobs?haha..
15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?erm...someone:you're really cute..-.-..
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?picture to burn by taylor swift
17. Do you have any nicknames?err..not that i know of..
18. What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?zhi yin:u got blog ar?can give me the add? i 1 to c..
19. What time did you go to sleep last night?2something
20.Are you currently happy?dunno..sometimes..
21. Who gives you the best advice?my friends...
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?err...no...of course not..i'm not a sicko!==..eww..(gag)
23. Who do you talked to on phone last night?i didn't..no one...
24. Is something bugging you right now?YES.
25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?my sis...==..
26. Do you like yourself?yeah..i like the way i am..
27. You want $5 or $10?what kind of stupid question is that?!of coz the more the better larhhs!!28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?oh yeah!!!you bet i am..
29. Who is your best best best friend?chris...
30. What will you do if you like that boy/girl?huh?!!should i do anything?what?kiss him to say it??lools...
31 . Who are ur favourite stars ?taylor swift...erm..i don't know..a lot more..
32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?nope...never..
33. Do you had even stead before?huh ?
34. What type of boy/girl do you like?the person who or she is..
35. Now are you single/attached?yeah..==''...

raindrops are falling on my head...

heavy rain yesterday...
wanted to walk with them but i'm afraid...
well.. nothing..

in the end i walked with sweelynn
because on the pace they were walking...
i should think we'd never reach there..

so in the end we walked walked walked
and we bumped into nicholas...
then talk talk talk..
then stop talking cuz everyone of us were like..preparing to run..
then..me and sweelynn ran like we were running for our lives..(haha!)
it was kinda fun..
but,unfortunately..i was wearing my guides full-uniform..
and the pants got really heavy when it was wet..
so i was using every part of my muscle to move my legs..

and you know what happens to the naughty kid who play in the rain..
they get..SICK!!!!
well..yeah..that's what happens to me..
so yeah...
i'm sick..but my mom still want me go school..
haiz..
sigh,sigh,sigh
i hate my life in school...especially when one of my friends is not coming...
so i don't feel like going to school..
life sucks..

life is gettting worse...life is..sigh..not-so-good...

life is average
not as good as i thought already
i sort out my feelings for that jerk and i'm 100%sure that i don't think of him anymore..
and after that,i had a feeling that everything is gonna be okay..



little did i know..
it was actually worse than the situation i had before..
okay.i'm sorry to my friends that maybe my attitude was bad..
but..guys..you don't need to avoid me..
and to her....
well..i just wanna say sorry if i have ever did wrong to you before..
i don't curse people..and i won't hate you..
that't the way i am..
welcome to my life.

to be hurt

to feel lost

to be left out in the dark

to be kicked when you're down

to feel like you've been pushed around

to be on the edge of breaking down

and no one's there to save you

no you don't know what its like

welcome to my life

friends come and go...if you're lucky..they stay..it's true..

It's a typical tuesday today...
I lost my so-called friends...
i can't believe i trusted them..
i thought they were my friends..
at least,I thought so...obviously...

and i don't know what's wrong with me either!
everytime i walk near them..
they would stop talking..
and then start a new convo..
i mean,what is it that everybody knows..and i'm an idiot standing there blinking my eyes and staring at them?
oh god!!!i'm always the odd one out!!

i just hope we'll all be friends..
no need one left out...
but i don't think that's the way they think...
i'm alone...
all alone...
in my big big world of loneliness...
sigh,sigh,sigh and sigh...

I'm thirteen now
and don't know
how my friends could be so mean
i come home crying and you hold me tight
and grab the keys..
and we drive and drive until we found ourselves far enough away..
and we talked in a window shop till i forgot
all their names..
based on taylor swift's The Best Day
it kinda suits my situation..==..don't you think?

i just wanna say..i had the best days with you guys..
bye forever...
*sigh

life is good!!

i think i really am finally to forget him..
can you believe it?
haha..not even a day..
i feel like singing at the top of my lungs..
haiz..LIFE IS GOOD!!!

anyway..i just went to check out the final fantasy songs..xD
i must..because i'm learning a new song on my organ..
okay...not my intestines..==..
its an electone actually..==..

i think the theme song is nice(final fantasy=="..)..
but problem is..
i go youtube find..
aiyo...
all what titanic theme song come out..=="...
those romantic scenes from final fantasy..
i mean like,
hello?!
i just ate and you let me see all these ''watak'' scenes..
EWW..gross..>.<..

okay larhhs..
maybe not ''watak'' but..
i think i'm underaged??
hahax..actually i've seen even yucky derhhs..
haha..==..
so..this is still at okay level..
hahax...
i don't know why i keep laughing..

i feel like doing things to cheer myself up..
i don't know why
that feeling is starting to come back
what the hell..

AAARRRGGGHHH!!!
dunno why suddenly thinking
life is not so good..
but life is good though..
but not so good..
but quite good..
AAARRRGGGHHH!!!
i don't know what am i saying..
i outta moi mind..==
weird little girl..that's what legendary calls me..==..
what a weird girl..
kk...fine...
i admit..
i am weird..
**************************************************************
its too late for you and your horse to come around(bet you don't own a horse[snort])
as far as i'm concern,youre just another picture to burn(oh yeah..you really are another picture to burn..you bet you are!!)
maybe two is better than one(ya think?!!)
you belong with me(you do?!!!eww..==...)*falls off my chair==..
romeo save me i've been feeling so alone(i have?)
our song is the way you laugh 1st date man i didn't kiss him and i should have(thank god i didn't!!!)
i'm only me when i'm with you(i don't think so!!i am so not MOI when i'm with you!!=="...)
you make me crazier,crazier(you do?oh yeah..you do frustrate me..as in a bad way..not a good way!==...)
you're not sorry(YOU BET YOU AREN'T!!)
tell me why(don't tell me,i don't wanna know!!=="..)
the way i loved you(ugh,don't even remind me!!!)
and i don't know why cuz with you i'd dance in a storm in my best dress fearless (my best dress?!!no way!!not worth a jerk like you!)
back then i swore i was gonna marry him someday but i realize some bigger dreams of mine(ugh!i never thought that way!thank god!!!)
cuz it rains in your bedroom when everything is wrong(good!!its kinda funny to see your room in the newpaper with the headlines featuring:boy's room flooded.or maybe a even more interesting headlines..muahahaha!!!)
and i had the best day with you today(you bet i didn't!!)
all based on taylor swifts songs

this is all that i've got to say..to that jerk..
but you guys are more than welcome to read!XP
have a nice laugh..(that is,if it is funny=="...)

p/s:sweelynn lao po..fast fast update lorhhs..xP...

I am really an ultimate fool!

I can't believe it..
he lied again..
xxx told me something today that really shocked me..

deleting all his messages
muttering junk after every deleted message
and muttering jerk too
it rhymes..
jerk sends junk..

i'm feeling so empty now..
i regreted listening to him..
believing all his lies..
thought he'd be different..

i won't cry..
i will stand up strong..
i've learnt another lesson..
i will never cry for a jerk...
never and forever..

i will not believe anything..ANYTHING
whatever he says..
i will treat it like its all wind brushing across my skin..
i just don't know why he wants to lie to me!

GOSH!!I AM A FOOL!!!

I was a fool
listening to you
believing everything you say
thought you had changed
little did i know
I was the fool
I was the one getting hurt
I am a fool

ohmigod..
i just chat with him!
and i was like a total dork!
i can't believe it!!

i'm suck at thinking of a topic to say...
i'm a nutter!!!

AARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ANYWAY?!!

i feel like dropping down a hole..
too bad there isn't any near me..T.T...

i can hardly breathe!!!

AAAAAARRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh..
sigh..
sigh..
i don't know why i keep looking at my phone..
hoping and hoping he will sms me..
even though i know fat chance he will sms me.

AAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!I don't know what i'm thinking!!!!!

UGH!!!i hate him!!why does he keep pushing me?!!
everything also must go his way!
tell him what,
if he comes crawling back saying sorry to me
i'll show him how sorry he'll be

To:that jerk
So go and tell your friends that i'm obsessive and crazy
that's fine you won't mind if i say
YOU'RE AN ULTIMATE JERK!!



I hate that stupid old pick up truck you never let me drive
You're a redneck,heartbreak who's really been a lie..yeah
So watch me strick a match on all my wasted time
As far as i'm concerned you're just another picture to burn

Miss the old times..

Today..after school..it was just the three of us..it felt so familiar..we used to walk together..laughing all the way to the school gate..I really miss those times..I'm really very very very very super duper happy...

Something embarrasing happened to me..last night larhhs
and they keep teasing say i always nervous
the conversation went like this:

M:Aiya..wei er..don't always so gan jeong la see him..(>.<)
Me:No la..i'm not gan jeong..you know arh..i'm always very calm de arhhs..xP..
M&CC:yeah right!
Me:yes larhhs..very calm..

Then we were near the school gate and i saw him
I have to admit
My heart was thumping so hard against my chest that i thought my heart was going to fly out!
Then i keep trying to do a 'avoid him dance' by running front and running back..haha..

then M said:wei er..don't keep running la..
CC:yalo..after he sees you and think..aiyo..why i chat with a weird person..
M:yalo yalo..haha..
Me:okay..okay..

Then i calmed down..on the outside though..
Inside..my heart was thumping like mad..
then M say her sis come..then bye bye..n bye bye..
left me and CC
i keep wanting to walk faster..
CC still walk slow slow..(aiyoyo!>.<)
then she ask,why you want to avoid him?
then i say:mana ada..
then she say my voice is trembling..
Me:well,you see..walking uphill is kinda tiring so of course you get tired you will pant...and it is hard to talk when you're panting..
CC:Oh really?(sarcastically)
Me:yeah..okay..goodbye!
CC:Wehs!not so fast!
Me:okay..
then walk walk walk...
Me:okay!bye bye!
CC:bye..

then i cross the bridge..alone..
and i didn't know that i'm crossing with him..==..(ohmigod!)
then..i dunno why me and him keep walking the same pace..
i walk fast he also walk fast..
then dunno why the damn person in front of me suddenly walk slow..
then his side suddenly a lot of people..
aiyo!help lorhhs!
then finally..FINALLY!
i see my bus and make a dash for it..
siapa tahu..
he also walk the same way..
i thought he walk to esso there..
then i was like..
Dammit dammit dammit!
then i finally got on bus..
my heart was already dancing madly inside
i could hardly breathe..
aiyo..see him larhhs!
make people run so fast until now cannot breathe..==..

then i hiccup..
OHMIGOD!!!!!!
the whole bus looked at me(okay not the whole bus but just the few people around me)
then wait wait wait..
everybody come on board...
then vrroom!
the bus go
i still cannot breathe normally..
until go home..
i bathe finish..
then breathe normally...
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!!

Maybe two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and i thought 'Hey,you know this could be something'..
Cuz everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now i'm left with nothing

So maybe its true
That i can't live without you
Maybe two..is better than one

But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you got me coming undone
Now i'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing

Cuz when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That i can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you already got me coming undone
Now i'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and i thought 'hey'

Maybe its true
That i can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

And i'm thinking i can't live without you
Cuz maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But i figured out
When its all said and done
Two is better than one

Yuki Wada's concert

okay..on the 31st of august..sempena the National Day..i went to this electone performer concert in Subang Parade..she is..Yuki Wada..she is so good! well..obviously she has to be good only she can go around performing..i'm a nutter...==...just look at those pictures..==..


this is her poster...i dunno why cannot put it straight la..=.=..

she's playing the smaller STAGEA..that's the organ name..

this is the grand STAGEA..i can't wait for the day i change my organ to this STAGEA...no la..maybe i will want to keep using my EL-900..which is just a level below STAGEA..so its not really out-dated..=.="..

She's playing the organ..kinda cute la actually she..hahax..>.<..

Once in a hundred years...

this is the way everyone has been waiting for(okay maybe not everyone,haha!==...)
09-09-09..
they say whoever says i love you to the person he or she loves..
they will be together forever..

so..people out there..tell that person they love them..or you'll need to wait for another 100years(that is,if you want it to be on a special day like today..)

the people who are already a couple,i wish you guys the best!
the people who are still single..i wish that guys will find the person you love..soon..

So..good luck everyone..
i'm also taking this opportunity to say..'I love you' this word to him too..
I love you..xxx..>.<..

I love you..
if that's the last thing i say..
I'll love you..
if that's the last thing i do..
I loved you..once..
I love you..now..
I'm always loving you..forever and ever..

first, add "I'm a/an" on your title, then add the rest of the answers on as you do the questions.
Tag 10 people

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[+] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?
[+]Shorts = cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort = skank
[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ]Skinny jeans = scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans = emo (the one day i wear em, i swear)
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[ ]Pajamas = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[ ]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ]Black = with a sexy smile
[+]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Red = that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown = who loves to be differen
[ ]Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ]Bald = with herpes
[ ]Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ]1 = who ate
[ ]2 = who needed
[ ]3 = who killed
[ ]4 = who shot
[ ]5 = who killed
[ ]6 = who smoked with
[ ]7 = who banged
[ ]8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ]10 = who cuddled with
[+]11 = who slept with
[ ]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = a dog
[ ]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[ ]06 = The Trojan man
[]07 = Barny the dinosaur
[ ]08 = a prostitute
[ ]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = a lover
[ ]12 = a glass of milk
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a stripper
[ ]15 = a lesbian
[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = a dildo
[ ]21 = a homeless guy
[ ]22 = a whore
[ ]23 = my crush
[ ]24 = an easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[+]29 = your dealer
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ]White = because I love marijuana
[ ]Black = because im sexy as hell
[ ]Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[+]Gray = because I got dared
[ ]Other = because that's how I roll
[ ]Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown = because I had to
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs
[ ]Aqua = 'cause the 306CBZ kick cun

My result is:

I'm a freaky cutie with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend who slept with my dealer because i got dared..

for real?!lol!!!!wait..if i'm freaky..what brings me to cutie?this is so weird..==...

Have i forgotten him?Don't think so.

I don't know whether i still love him..its been a very long time..i should be able to forget him..but..sometimes,i can't stop thinking about him..my memory of him is starting to get blur..but everytime i think of him..the feelings come flushing back..the memory comes back as clear as crystal..i need to start all over again to forget about him..

I don't know whether i should delete all his messages..everytime i read the messages..its just very sweet..i can't bear to just delete his messages..

I'm really very tired of sorting out his things..but..at least i get to see them 1 last time..i hope that he is happy wherever he is...

i just wanna say..

I love you
I always did.

Where did i go wrong
I lost a friend
Somewhere along the bitterness
And i would have stayed up with you all night
Had i known
How to save a life

i loved you..i love you..i will always love you..

i know..maybe the reason that you did not want us together was because you did not want me to get hurt..but have you thought that...i was hurt at that moment you pushed me away?

i know..you were actually putting on a show..by saying those hurting words..but..did you ever think i was really,really,truly beyond hurt?i trusted you because you told me so many times that you love me...but..is it true?why didn't you come and find me after that?why?till now..i still don't know...

i know too..that you smell of peppermints..i love the way you smell..and i hope you don't change..cuz that would make it harder for me to find you...

after all these happened...it becomes a memory for me and you..it sometimes come as a nightmare..sometimes..its all very sweet..but..i would prefer..if you were still here by my side..

now you're gone..forever..i can never smell your peppermint on your clothes..i can never see your sweet smile,only through memory..

i just wanna say..

I loved you..
I still love you..
And I will always love you..

No matter when or what happens...

You will always be in my heart...

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dreams
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heart-ache
Almost lovers always do.