End of a torturing week. Drop dead.

Okay, i'm kinda pissed about this week because, well..quite a lot of things happened to me. Not just things, VERY BAD THINGS. For instance, i'd forget to bring at least one book a day. I seriously do not know what's going on. I mean, once..i forgotten to bring my caligraphy book, so that teacher denda me turun 50 times. GAH. then another time, i forgotten to bring my peribahasa book. SO WHAT LARHHS! Also not important! Sigh. what to do? Turun 40 times..this teacher.==''.. and then, i forgotten to bring my moral books!!! SHIT. yeap, you can bet i'm in deep shit. But i didn't tell the teacher, dunno why. Then the teacher ask us to pass up the book, SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT. SHIT.SHIT. I also didn't say anything. Then the moral teacher ask me, what is the difference between Amanah dan Bertanggungjawab. How i know?!! The convo went like this,

Teacher: eh,u pengawas, apa difference antara Amanah dan Bertanggungjawab?
Me: Harh? err.. different spelling?? *joking
Teacher: apa? different spelling? jangan ingat u sangat smart...
Me: saya tak ingat saya sangat smart cikgu.
Teacher: ....
Me: *explain what is the difference lorh..

then, dunno what the teacher talk about...talk talk talk, talk until say our class bodoh. Ma de.==''..

Teacher: kenapa semua orang dalam class ini bodoh punya huh?
Everyone: (whisper) CHI MA GAN.
Teacher: nehh, pelajar itu dan pengawas itu. ==''..
Me: U eat cow shit la!!! (furious!!)
Teacher: huh? saya cakap police, ada orang cakap rasuah. apa perbezaan antara amanah dan bertanggungjawab? different spelling. *everyone laugh.
Me: Wrong meh? ==''.. bodoh at least better than tidak bermoral lorhhs, u idiot charcoal man. ==''..

RRRIINGGG!!! Finally that person stop crapping and walk out lorh. I also don't bother to say "terima kasih cikgu" because got nothing to thank him. HUH!!! how dare he say i'm stupid!!! If i'm stupid i dunno what is he already. excuse me lorh..i know more languages than him, i know chinese..so what he knows Tamil? Chinese got so much damn languages: Hokkien, Hakka, Canotonese...bla bla bla.. so shut your fcuking mouth lar you damn bastard. ==''...U think i scared u mehh? Let me tell u this, hell i don't care what you think of me because its not important to me...so what if i'mma bodoh pengawas? I don't give it a damn man, because you know why? You seorang yang tidak bermoral.. i'd rather be bodoh than tidak bermoral. At least orang bodoh deserves respect while an idiot bastard like you, deserve *spit. THIS. So yeah, just fuck off okay? ==''...

That's all for today...well..that day..there's another thing..but i don wanna talk about it. Hmm.

Get well soon.

Truth or dare. or Dare and Dare??

And yeah, this post is about yesterday, I went to school early because I had to do MD. So around 10 o'clock, reached school. Walked to BP.. then, put my bag dy, shout out loud, "ehhs!!! who can lend my Maths Book C?!?! " haha.. copy homework time. Then, start to play, Truth Or Dare. At 1st only a few ppl know..then ...everybody start to play. haha.. then a lot of dare lor..forgotten..only remembered mine, somebody dared me to say hi to my senior.(easy peasy. isit??==''..LOL. anyway, hutang 1st.. then we dared Daniel ling find Denise Chen and ask her to give up. Daniel was so... so... haha.. dunnno what. Then, he suddenly said, ehhs..let's play hor, the one who give the dare and the person don't accept it.. the person have to kiss the person who gave the dare. Then i was like, ew.... but no worries.. only some ppl heard me. haha!

then we played until syok already.. haha.. it was really fun. but i think jiun rou was kinda pissed because all of us didn't anything but play the stupid game of truth or dare...haha!! soo... that was my day. actually...i really miss my friends.. i rarely get to talk to them.. wonder if this will affect our friendship?? Ishh!! choi.. LOL.

Lately, i think i'm becoming more and more stress. But at the same time, because of my friends support.. i'm starting to get stronger. Maybe this is God's plan to help me be stronger. but, anyway, i shouldn't think so much and maybe start getting myself worked up in my studies..
haha!! LOL.

Byee!!!

Hey guys, i'm in a major situation now. i can hardly understand what the hell SEJARAH is about. Not Hardly, its i am absolutely at sea. I seriously have no idea what the teacher is talking about. It was kinda funny.. as usual, prefects came in late as we have to do our duty..so i missed some front part of the lecture(literally). haha. So later when the teacher finished, i raised my hand and said,

Me: Cikgu, i masih tak berapa faham la.
Teacher: tak berapa faham? i pun tak tahu nak cakap apa.
Me: eih, bukan cikgu...bukan tak berapa faham, LANGSUNG tak faham wor. macam mana?
Teacher: macam mana boleh LANGSUNG tak faham?
Me: aiya cikgu, i bodoh bodoh punya..dan saya ''empat anggota fa da"..(四肢发达)HAHA.
Teacher: empat anggota??(check out my hand and legs)
Me: ya. dan dan dan, saya "brain mudah"..(头脑简单)..hehe...
teacher: mudah apa?
Me: huh? tak faham ah cikgu?
teacher: apa tak faham?
Me: ohh..tak apa tak apa.

ZADAO. the teacher still a bit dazed then walked out the class..quite funny. Later, we had sivik. Mana tahu, the teacher didn't come (YESHH!!!)..then yingleee had this brainstorm and said, "eih,let's play truth or dare? " "good idea, let's play with lydia they all." then change place with ho mei yi lorhs..then start playing. 1st dare, is...forgotten who. then michelle, so, i dared her to stomp her feet at the KK and say "from this day onwards, i'm never doing chores!!"(action pack: throw the broom and penyodok)...mana tahu, the KK so cool tell her, 'pick up'. all of us laugh until...haha!

then. my dare. Lydia and yee lin dared me to say something to lip yih yoong. So i say lorhs..nothign scared mar.. walk over.. sit down ask, "eih, lip yih yoong, 你有没有喜欢过我?" walao..he stunned for a minute then say, "没有". actually, i was tempted to go on saying stupid things like, why? i love you so much and so long liao wor..bla bla bla..so yok ma. haha. but, no time, cuz the teacher immmediately look over. what to do? balik tempat lorhhs... haha..seee when we can find relief class to play again. FUN FUN!!

and then, it was over...too bad.. see when we can "sot" again. haiz...playing this makes me think of last year. when all of us were in 1a12, playing stupid dares by py.. that was only called fun...yala yala..padan muka didn't study hard...==''.. LOL.

anyway, that's all for now. BYee!!!

GAH. CHAN SWEELYNN!!!

I told you not to simply post u still simply put things!!

U wanna die isit?!!!

Anyway, enjoy your stay at MOI blog. XDDDDD

HAHA.

thanks for helping me put up those stuffs anyway,

XDDDD!!!

Hey peepsssss ~~~!

Guess whos here ? ! I"m joan's lao po sweelynn=)

Muahahahahaha XD saya datang post thing le !!

Those songs and picture put by me ^.^

Byee :P

Hope i never get killed XD

Boo Baaa Buu Bii... Bi-bo Bi-bo.

Hey peeps!! I'm like, dying of boredom now. Haha.. literally. These few days kinda stress... so, will let moi tears drop a bit here and there. LOL. Lydia,yee lin, michelle chua and jia qian..hard to believe that JOAN CHIA WEI-YI cry right? haha.. Sigh. I also don't really know what's going on these few days. Soooo damn stress and worry and a lot larhhs. Has a weird feeling that something bad is gonna happen.. i know i know sweelynn, i'm very negative thinking.. but sometimes its true. My predictions are usually 60% right. GAHH.. my head's really really gonna explode one day. Wish that i could sleep one night, JUST ONE NIGHT, without having nightmares. LOL.

I'm currently addicted to this phrase:'' Is my hair neat?" in school. All because of ''somebody'' thanks to that person. Now everyday i have to worry if my hair is messy or neat. EAT SHIT LA THAT PERSON!!! Another worry... sigh..think i have nothing to do mehh? without you ar, i tell you..i can live a few more years..now you? make my life spand shorter. I hope you have an accident. LOL. *evil. Speaking of addicted, i'm also addicted to this song called "Replay" by Iyaz and "Whatcha Say" by Jason Derulo. Dunno why though.. its not like i'm actually a great fan of R&B 's..Lools. But anyway, speaking of adddicted-to-this and addicted-to-this, i'm gonna add another addicted-to-that. teehee. So, yeah..i'm addicted to playing Numb and Chopin's 'Secret'. LOL. Seriously. Now i nearly spend most of my time playing Chopin's 'Secret'. Phew..everytime after finished playing.. i realized i'm sweating like hell. LOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLL!!!!! haha..

This evening, i finally went to the public library. At last, the boring days at home are over..now these precious babies can teman me for nearly a week. YESHHH!!!! haha.. but, i still feel something left outta my life!!! WHat the hell is that thing?!!! I always worry about something i don't even know what i'm worrying about!!! GAH..GAH..GAH...

So, we got our juniors...its so fast..it was like in a wink of an eye suddenly became seniors. Just talked to Joo Ann on the bus one day..

Jooann: So fast right? suddenly gonna become seniors...
Me: yalo.. dunno how i'm gonna teach la.. i'm such a failure man.
Jooann: haha.. my..sorry... OUR senior not good mehh?
Me: GOOOD... VERY GOOD..VERY VERY VERY GOOOD. Lol. ''scrub shoes''. haha~
Jooann: haiz.. That xxx ar.. make me wanna letak jawatan lehh.....
Me: No worries..one day we'll all stand up and pull off our ties and walk out together..how cool is that? LOL. just kidding. haha.
Jooann: haha..

This year's junior all so geng. I also 甘拜下风. (hey!! lao po!! i'm using chinese!! finally. LOL)haha.. got one.. ho mei yi's junior.. tell everyone she like Daniel Ling, later.. go tell everyone again, say she like Andrew Phang more. WALAO EH.(copy mel and py. LOL) I really jaws fell. Got one also, say she like ONg Yun JEt. Wanna 告白 wor. That time i nearly faint. HARH?!!! still fight in front of us seniors saying...

A: she wanna gao bai to ong yun jet!!
B: where got!!
A & C: got la.. still sms us say wanna gao bai today!!!
B: where got!!

REAlly za dao lorhhs... ==''... me and yinglee walked away.. then walk back to blok G cuz ada meeting.. someone said, this year juniors all very SH lorhhs.. LOL. i've forgotten who. Yeaa yeaa,I have short term memory lost. So what? ==''... then all of us agree.. HAHA.

Anyway, that's all for today peepos!!! Byeee.. have a nice weekend!!
CHEERS!!!

WEEE!!!

Hey peeps!! Its finally the weekends!!! Woohoo!! I'm currently blogging and sambil thinking of some things I could make my whole class laugh about... They're so.... QUIET. I mean, c'mon guys!! We're in our crazy 14..LOL. haha... anyway, had a quite interesting week...except that the bitch won't leave me alone.. GAH. I've decided to not care about this kind of low-class-not-educated-asshole-bitch. Yeah yeah, i'm punishing myself again... And actually there's something i'm quite proud of.. it happened like this,

I was having KH the next period..but i sort-of-forgotten-accidentally-on-purpose to bring the darn book. So i went next class to borrow. Mana tahu, got puan ooi there.. i already walk over there..walk back mehh?? Of course not mar..so ask to borrow lorhhs.. then the teacher looking at me already.. terpaksa walk back..haha... then..py throw the book out for me.. and i took the book and then suddenly, py walk over and say..

ehhs, wei er..that teacher find you.
har?!! find me for what??
nehhs..just now borrow book lorhhs..
haiyo..like this also wan meh this teacher ar..(shake my head)XDDD

what other choice? walk over lorhhs...

Teacher: what were you trying to do just now?
me: HUh? do what? what do what? *someone laugh
teacher: just now you were standing behind the door, what were you trying to do?
me: ohh that..i haven't got my KH textbook but i wanna listen to what the teacher says, so i wanna borrow from my friend.
teacher: is that the way to borrow? ha? did u see me? bla bla bla..
me: yup. i saw you. sorry teacher.
teacher: next time what must you do?
me: sorry teacher. (thinking:next time, i walk straight into the class and take the book out)teehee!!
teacher: prefect somemore..bla bla bla..
me: sorry teacher.(HOW MANY TIMES MUST I SAY SORRY ONLY YOU ARE GONNA LET ME GO??!!! LOU GU PO!!!)
teacher: hmm..go.
me: thank you teacher..sorry teacher. (GAH!)

andrew phang walked in, then heard part of it..
next day, ask me..

ei, yesterday you dimarahi cikgu?
yalo..just for a book only wor..she made it look like i walk straight into the class like that.. LOL.
har? like this dimarahi?
yala!! aiya..nvm de la.
*didn't say anything.

Then on friday, got my junior dy.

That XXX can go eat shit la.. embarrassed seniors in front of juniors.. haiz.. got the authority to pecat so what? see u pecat us all who help you do things? smart kid. Bitch la him.. for those of u who know who i'm talking about, i ask you, what part of him looks like a guy? no part..so,.. technically..he is a woman. HAHA. LOL. evil.

anyway, that's all folks.
ByEE!!!

GAH.

3rd week of school...

Nothing interesting happened. And now, we changed the time of doing the nilam thingy to Wednesday 11.40a.m. ==''.. Sigh. Damn tired day. The prefects need to go school earlier to do MD, next,do nilam.. then its the kokurikulum time. Don't even have time to eat lorhhs... sigh sigh sigh sigh.

I signed up for PRS as my kelab/persatuan activity. So i had no choice but to go...then mana tahu, this time combined with morning session. OMG. THey are so.. dunno what to say. And then, later...somebody said, " HEY GUYS, THE IS CHRIS'S SISTER." then the morning session all look at me, giving comments like, " HAR? REALLY AR? DON'T LOOK ALIKE WOR.."...some jaws fell also.. and then, i faster hide..when no choice.. terpaksa go and ask for the seniors signature. And then all look closely..like i'm an experiment thing.. HUH!!! the senior weng yau... keep asking me say he leng zaii... gah!!Then no choice, ask for joseph chong's signature.. he keep asking me which one i want him to sign.. how i know what he like?!!! GAH!!!! yerr... I no face dy..T.T...

And then, okay okay lor.. then a bitch dunno what's her problem keep coming to find me.. fuck off man. ==''... next time, she went over my limit..i'll hire a rapist. HUH!!! ==''... yeah i know i'm evil and all stuff.. but if she can leave me alone.. i'll thank her so much. ==''.. i'm yi tiao shui, she's yi da si. ==''.. my cantonese very bad.. but this just came to me all of a sudden. LOL.

so, that's all...at least. Tired out. BYeee!!! XDDD

Its time to make a change.

Its the first day of sunday class today. I was practically dragging myself to attend class. Then when i went in the class everyone was staring at me.. That is why i hate going through the front door... Why is the use of building the back door if we have to use the front door. Smart people. ==''.. And then i found a corner which i immediately sat down and started fuming. Later, the teacher,Anne Darcy started to teach and i immediately took a sudden liking to her.

After that, she asked us to write down our concerns and worries on a piece of paper. I wrote down something that has been bothering me for a long long time. And she asked us to crush that piece of paper and close our eyes and simply pick a piece of statement. The one i chose didn't made sense at all. And i was quite bothered about it. Then, the teacher said something that strucked me... She said :'' If you do not understand what that piece of paper is talking about.. don't worry..you'll understand it sooner or later. And who knows? It may change everything in your life. " And then she mentioned, we should have a relationship with Jesus. Everytime we have a problem, turn to Jesus first, as only he, could make things better and show you the way. God gave the world Jesus so we could turn to Jesus as soon as we have worries. Maybe i should start confiding into Jesus about my problems.. NO matter what, heart-breaks, family problems all stuff.. we can confide into Him.

Next she said something about FAith. Faith, what does this word mean to you? When people ask, what is it so great about this Jesus of yours? Its everything about him that is great. He sacrificed himself to save us all from our sins. Coming back to the word "FAITH", it also means everything to us when it comes to religion. And then, class ended. I went out of the class thinking about today's lesson.

It may change everything in your life. These words kept floating around my head the whole day. How??? How does it change my life? How CAN it change my life? And then, i remembered that my teacher said, "Jesus will show you the way". I read one of the paragraphs from the Bible. " Treat your enemies like they are your friends, learn to forgive, and lastly, learn to love." SO i thought, maybe what i said about the girl was very bad. I keep using other people's sins to punish myself. But, i can hardly imagining treating her like my friend..she's barely tolerable. GAH! Now i'm punishing myself again.

And now, i'm trying to walk around wearing a 3 inches high high heels. Whoaa.. man, i can hardly walk gracefully like a swan swimming in the pond. I look more like a duck dancing around. haha. But, i'll keep on practicing until i can wear it to have a high heel runnning competition. HAHA. FAT CHANCE. I think so too.==''... LOL. SO, thAT's all for today. BYEee!!

My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you only see one set of footprints, it was then that i carried you. -Footprints.

I will carry my cross and follow you, Jesus.

4th day of school.

So yeah, its the fourth day of school and i'm currently struggling with my homework. Haha. I know, its only the fourth day how can i be struggling. LOL. Well, literally.

It was a..quite okay day despite the fact that a fucking low class bitch dare to talk to me. Yeaa yeaa,i know i'm being bitchy but i really can't stand her. What's her problem la. She's, not educated. I didn't even cross path with her and now she's sending herself into the lion's den. Huh. Crazy girl. Look like pig still want to make herself more beautiful. No cure already,i think. I don't even know why her parents would want her.==''.. If she doesn't have brains,i'll let her go. But now she has this "brain" but she doesn't want to use it. My gosh, useless junk. ==''.. I'm sorry if you readers have to go through all these but, i'm seriously,seriously pissed by this idiotic girl. If she ever dare to touch me, i'll make sure she regret that she has ever been born. And if she ever talks to me again,i'll make her suffer through school life. ==''..

Anonymous bitch, you'd better watch out.

Cirque du freak:The Vampire's Assistant. Awesome movie!!

Yeah , i went to watch ANOTHER vampire movie....AGAIN. And so, after church,i went to Mid Valley to watch Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant. And then, my sis and I went jalan jalan to open our eyes. Haha. Then when nearly 11 o'clock only we went up. After that, we went in the theater. But, when we went in, it was like, dead quiet. And then we went out to look at the theater number again. 13 mar..correct. Then why? Nobody ? And then we ran out of the theater(HAHA. SCARY CATS. ==''..SO WHAT.) ...so in the end, we were freaking ourselves out like, why nobody de? bla bla bla....

sis: mei, we got the wrong theater or the wrong ticket or what?
me: Or what. ==''..how i know? nobody watch mehh? my taste got so bad mar?*think think think
sis: i say lor..Cirque du freak not nice lar...bla bla bla..should watch Avatar lar...bla bla bla..
me: okay, then i have a brilliant idea, why don't you go and wait for me outside the cinema and then when i watch finish only i come out find you?? Want? Or not?
sis: *diam diam.==''.. but why nobody?? Its freaking me out!!
me: okay, maybe there's a logical explanation like, maybe everyone saw there is no one so they just thought, oh well,i'll wait for other people to come in only i come in.. ???
sis: YOur point?==''..
me: we should go in first.
sis: ??!!!!! what?!! no way, its so creepy inside...
me: oh come on, if we go in, maybe people will see and follow us, and we can have the element of surprise!! right?
sis: LOL. fine, let's go.

So we went in...and then..LUCKILY..L-U-C-K-I-L-Y..got people come in. If not i was starting to fidget in my seat. And then, it was so quite that if you drop one hair on the carpet, you can actually hear it. Literally too.==''..Then my sis had this brainstorm and ask me to on the music in my phone. So,its not so quiet. I looked at her like she had grown another ENORMOUS head.==''..

me: are you nuts?!!
sis: what? at least it won't be so quiet. and look, if you on the music everyone will start dancing.
me: Har har. very funny. ==''..
sis: teehee!! =D (crazy nutter)

Show starts..then suddenly my sis said to me,

sis: ehhs mei, that guy very leng zaii lar.
me: LOL. huh? i thought you said this movie was boring?? what made you change your mind?
sis: Him larhs. Darren Shan. Duhs.
me: WOW. Amazing what good looking guys can do to girls huh? LOL.
sis: * didn't say anything.
me: * look over. WOW. W-O-W.

tHEN continue watch lurhhs..... come out from the theater that time, we were talking about it. Awesome movie...awesome movie...awesome movie... going on and on about it. haha.

Anyway, that's all today. Need to start packing for school again. SCHOOL!!!! UGH!!! And i'm different class as all of them next year. What am i gonna do alone? How am i gonna survive through form 2?!!(LOL) Am i gonna fit in? Sheesh. i'm being a nervous wreck. ==''.. So that's all today. BYee!! XD

Movies for life .

Hey peeps, hols are nearly over. Its time to pack up and get rolling to school. (yeah,right!! as if i would do that. XD) Yeah well, i do feel sorry that the holiday has come to a full stop. And now, everyone has to go back to school and study our heads off. Literally. Speaking of school, has anyone done finish their homework? Like, what? 60 essays and 100 maths. Omigod. I'm not even halfway through. ==''.. i mean, what the hell lar..what is holiday? I think the headmistress should really go and look up the dictionary. And if she still doesn't get the meaning? Knock herself out.

So, i'll just brief you guys about my day. NOthing exciting happened,really. No leng zaii and anything. XD So it was an okay day,i'd rate. Morning, went to this, dim sum place to eat lor. Then saw a lot of Sentosa-ians lor. Then go back home lor. Yeah, its a lot of LOR i know. ==''.. Good to be talking malaysian style english. All broken english..i'll try to make it understandable though. (CHEERS! =D) After that, i went to Mid Valley, because..JUST BECAUSE..my sis got straight A's in her PMR. (PRESSURE!!!! T.T..)and, and, and, my bro wanted to treat us(thanks to her!teeehee!!)so he brought us to watch Avatar 3D. So,we queue up for like,what, 20 minutes? And, i saw at the gold class counter there was this guy. Quite good looking. Haha! And then i told my sis,

me:Ehhs, jie..see that guy at the gold class there?
sis: yeah. i know he is good looking.(==''..SWTZ)
me: Ya lor..ehhs jie..let me go watch Gold Class de.
sis: Crazy ar you? Chi xin.
me: haha..juz kidding.

Then, there's this Best Employee of the Month board thingy, and that guy was one of the best employee. Then i told my sis,

me: ehhs, Jie, you see? He is one of the best employee lehhs.
sis: So?
me: YOu don't want know why he is the best employee meh?
sis: you know meh?==''..
me: My theory is..a lot of girls see him, then..they di-electric liao. Then, every girl keep coming and buy tickets. Then he become best employee lor.
sis: LOL. why do you always yan jiu this kind of thing and make conclusions?
me: Genius mar. XD
sis: *speechless. * roll eyes.

Then later, finally our turn. Mana tahu, all sold out. And, in the evening that time, if we want to watch,its all front seats. So if we watch from the front seat when we come out that time,we'll have a hard time walking straight. LOL. So,in the end...we booked tomorrow's show at 6.15 p.m. Mana tahu again, my mom say she suddenly got things to do. Aiks. So in the end, we discuss in front of the counter until I think the person in charge was nearly snoring. But, enough of my crap..==''..so in the end, we booked another show, Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant. (YES!!! I've wanted to watch this movie for a really long time already.) at 11.30.a.m. LOL. Then, later i want to go closer and look at the best-employee-guy-the-very-good-looking-de-guy de name. But, my sis scold me pervert so didn't go and see lor. T.T.. No lar...he also not so good looking when he's close up. XD. Haha.

So that's all for today. I'll tell you guys about my day tomorrow folks! BYee for now!!