UGH!!!i hate him!!why does he keep pushing me?!!
everything also must go his way!
tell him what,
if he comes crawling back saying sorry to me
i'll show him how sorry he'll be

To:that jerk
So go and tell your friends that i'm obsessive and crazy
that's fine you won't mind if i say
YOU'RE AN ULTIMATE JERK!!



I hate that stupid old pick up truck you never let me drive
You're a redneck,heartbreak who's really been a lie..yeah
So watch me strick a match on all my wasted time
As far as i'm concerned you're just another picture to burn

Miss the old times..

Today..after school..it was just the three of us..it felt so familiar..we used to walk together..laughing all the way to the school gate..I really miss those times..I'm really very very very very super duper happy...

Something embarrasing happened to me..last night larhhs
and they keep teasing say i always nervous
the conversation went like this:

M:Aiya..wei er..don't always so gan jeong la see him..(>.<)
Me:No la..i'm not gan jeong..you know arh..i'm always very calm de arhhs..xP..
M&CC:yeah right!
Me:yes larhhs..very calm..

Then we were near the school gate and i saw him
I have to admit
My heart was thumping so hard against my chest that i thought my heart was going to fly out!
Then i keep trying to do a 'avoid him dance' by running front and running back..haha..

then M said:wei er..don't keep running la..
CC:yalo..after he sees you and think..aiyo..why i chat with a weird person..
M:yalo yalo..haha..
Me:okay..okay..

Then i calmed down..on the outside though..
Inside..my heart was thumping like mad..
then M say her sis come..then bye bye..n bye bye..
left me and CC
i keep wanting to walk faster..
CC still walk slow slow..(aiyoyo!>.<)
then she ask,why you want to avoid him?
then i say:mana ada..
then she say my voice is trembling..
Me:well,you see..walking uphill is kinda tiring so of course you get tired you will pant...and it is hard to talk when you're panting..
CC:Oh really?(sarcastically)
Me:yeah..okay..goodbye!
CC:Wehs!not so fast!
Me:okay..
then walk walk walk...
Me:okay!bye bye!
CC:bye..

then i cross the bridge..alone..
and i didn't know that i'm crossing with him..==..(ohmigod!)
then..i dunno why me and him keep walking the same pace..
i walk fast he also walk fast..
then dunno why the damn person in front of me suddenly walk slow..
then his side suddenly a lot of people..
aiyo!help lorhhs!
then finally..FINALLY!
i see my bus and make a dash for it..
siapa tahu..
he also walk the same way..
i thought he walk to esso there..
then i was like..
Dammit dammit dammit!
then i finally got on bus..
my heart was already dancing madly inside
i could hardly breathe..
aiyo..see him larhhs!
make people run so fast until now cannot breathe..==..

then i hiccup..
OHMIGOD!!!!!!
the whole bus looked at me(okay not the whole bus but just the few people around me)
then wait wait wait..
everybody come on board...
then vrroom!
the bus go
i still cannot breathe normally..
until go home..
i bathe finish..
then breathe normally...
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!!