2010...here we come!!!

Okay, so now its a brand new year and we're supposed to have a brand new start. Hooray..yay..not happy at all.==''.. okay,you can't exactly say not happy..just..it feels like,i left 2009 just with a flick of your finger. I don't even know why,there's this THING bugging me. Inside my brain..==''..everytime i look back into the past,its like...i left with some regrets. But, i can't shake off the uneasy feeling.

And lately, i don't know why...things start to turn really wrong. Its like, what i said in my most recent post. Its like a drastic change in my life. Now i'm left alone in 2a11 myself and all of them went to 2a12..yeaa..you can say padan muka cuz i didn't study VERY hard during exam but i only play comp..but..i mean,the comp is so tempting!! So,you can't blame me...at least..not all..haha! i'm talking crap now.

So yeah, i went to church to countdown yesterday-last year-whatever. Haha. But, amazingly i didn't fall asleep..well..to tell the truth just a few minutes, but so what? ==''Actually it was my mom's brilliant idea to go,she was like, okay since we're all free,let's go to church!! after mass, then talk crap with 1 of my friends about boys. Yea yea..we're talking about guys..but we're not perverts..haha!! So now i'm chatting with Kar hoe about feelings..

me: happy new year!
him: happy new year!!
me: chat with him yesterday...teehee. lol.==''..
him: oh about what?
me: crap. no la. somethings la.
him: oh..actually u 2 still like each other..
me: how you know?
him: if not he don choi you lar.
me:oh,so now you're the love expert huh?
him: yeah. sort of. maybe. i know a lot of thing about love ar.
me: okay,so if you're the love expert, why can't u save your own skin? XD
him: sendiri lebih hard mar..other ppl easier..
me: aiyerr...lame excuse lar..==''..
him: aiyo mine is not so complicated mar..

Haha...kar hoe kar hoe..always give lame excuse..haha!. Juz kidding. He's a good friend. YUe sam too.. and my BFFL group... hope we'll be friends for the rest of our life. Haha. ANyway folks, gotta go. Its a brand new year and have a brand new start. So forget the past and move forward!! Byee!! happy new year!!!

End of 2009!!! Goodbye. XD

Hey guys, its been a really long time since i post something new i know. A lot of things have happened. Good things, bad things. Every kind... Its like, a drastic change of my entire life. Or, a whole new person coming out of me. Like, for instance...my mom changed her mind and sorta let me learn the guitar. But, then... I lost something that means a lot to me. Does it always work this way? When we let go of something, another thing will come along like you've always wanted. Okay,anyway..we're getting way out of the topic.

Okay,erm..the perfect way to start the last day of the year..==''..going to school to help out for the form 1 orientation. Phew,it was a hard day..me and ying lee were carrying water bottles in their boxes. (CAN YOU IMAGINE??!!! BOXES!!! IT'S HEAVY!!!) ==''..yea well..then lyue sam and yan kye was my-our-lifesavers..==''..they became a gentlemen and help us to carry those...(yay!! give it up to both of them!! woohoo!!) okay,then we help the morning session AJK to give out those maklumat paper thingy to the pelajar..blah blah blah..and then, went to BP to rest. But haven't even rest more than 1o minutes, those teachers come in and say ''Can i borrow you for awhile?" Then all the prefects groaning and complaining..still help teacher do...aiyo.==''.. They owe us. XDD

Anyway, its the last day of the year, i wish you all have a blessed new year and may God bless you guys. I love you all!!

p/s:yea la yea la swee lynn, i loev you the most lar. XDD Melanie too. and our BFFL group. Cheers!!!

In the airport...cheese!!

a photo of me and my sis ta the new zealand airport. my aunts comp is a bit slow..and VERY VERY VERY old..lol..

Hey guys,yeap..i'm already in New Zealand...and blogging..haha..sorry i did not online on the 24th as it was quite a hectic day..phew!! So..these pictures are me and my family in the airport..enjoy!!XD...

or not.==''..

In the plane..yeah!!

Camwhoring..the person beside me was starting at me..LOL..XD.

Me!! at the playground..hehe..=)..just 9 years ago,me and my sis were BEING took..photos i mean..XD.

CHEESE!! XD.

Our family..in the airport..yeah!==''..

Okay,i'll just brief you guys about New Zealand..um..where do i start?

oh,nevermind..i'll start when we were in the plane..

Okay so i was sitting in my seat..and suddenly..i got air sick..yup..i did..==''..and then..well,you know,when you get air sick..you puke. And that's exactly what i did.i puked for 4 times..everytime i eat something, sooner or later i'll puke.(EWW!!!)gross i know..and the person beside me was really starting at me..LOL..she's an old lady..(to somebody:don worry la..just an old lady..XD..hehe..==''..)and the last time i puke, i sorta ran out of the air sickness bag..and then,i asked the person beside me: "COULD I HAVE THE BAG...PLEASE?"..trust me,i was having difficulty saying that because i was on the edge of throwing up..and then the minute she gave me and i opened it..(EWWW!!!)yeah..i puked.==''..

And boy, i was so hungry..==''...and so i reached new zealand(YES!!!) and..reached my aunt's house..unpacked.fell asleep halfway...and nothing much..==''..that's all guys..tata!XD.

MISS YOU GUYS!!!! xoxo.

Packing my stuffs..

Okay,i'm going to New Zealand tomorrow...
so i'm packing my things..
i've been packing and unpacking the luggage.
After 5 hours..
if you take a look at my luggage,you'll have the surprise of your life.
IT'S STILL TOTALLY EMPTY.
no kidding.

I mean,its not that i'm not excited..its just...this is the first time i've ever been so..not-looking-forward to trips..usually when i hear this kind of news,i would be jumping around the house(yeah,i know i'm hyper..==''..)dancing..and jumping on my bed..singing at the top of my voice..but..this time,everything changes..i'm not even sure this is who i am anymore..==''..oh gosh..we went out of the topic..

so,yesterday..i bought a pair of sneakers...B.U.M equipment..haha..i've been looking for something like this..haha..see my new shoes..=)..

side...oh bummer..it's got dirt on it..==''..so fast..


upper..err..view..haha..so..whaddya guys think??XD

Last Day of school..

(from left)daniel,nicholas,melanie,puiyie


me and nicholas..LOL.

(from left)puiyie,petrina,siao suan,ho min,me,melanie,chee ching.

(from left)Ying lee,daniel,nicholas,puiyie,me,melanie,petrina,siao suan,chee ching..

So i went to school today as usual..
some of the things were so familiar..
wonder if those will change...
but,there's one thing i hope it will never change..
FRIENDSHIP.

Those teachers wants to break us up,
i'll just say this:

You guys can't break us up,
so if you think this is the best way,
you're wrong. SO WRONG.
Try thinking another way..
wish you guys ''LUCK''....
NOT.XD.

Anyway,i hope no matter what all of us will help each other out,trust each other..
and whoever out there wants to break us up,
i suggest you think about it..well..maybe more than twice..
because when you reach our limits,
you'll pay for the consequences dearly..okay?
Good day to you.

And buddies,i'm sure its not so bad..we'll still find time to spend together..
what we have is time..
no worries..we'll spend lotsa lotsa time together and we'll remain BFFL.

Sure gonna miss you guys..anyway,just wanna wish..
HAPPY HOLIDAY FOLKS!!! XD.

15th of November..a day i would remember until the day i die.

Okay,on the 15th on november,chee ching,melanie,pui yie,sweelynn,me, ho min and nicholas went to siao suan's house for a gathering. So i went to pui yie's house to pick her up,then we went. When we reached, we ate lunch 1st,haha!! then we went swimming...woohoo!! we spent nearly half an hour choosing our outfits..and changing it..don't get the wrong idea..nicholas changed in another room..haha..and he finished faster than us..so he keep shouting:''WEY!!YOU GUYS FINISH ANOT?!!!"" then we will shout back, "WAIT LARHHS!!!" then diam diam dy outside..haha..

Then we swam for about...2 and more about 3 hours..whoaa guys,i can tell you..my skin was all wrinkled up..and i drank a lot of chlorine water..eww!!!haha..then we went sauna(YEE HAW!!XD) and also chat about anonymous...XD.Then suddenly dunno who say, ''EHHS,I VERY HUNGRY LEHHS..HAHA!!" then we went to do our stuffs like, bathe and change our clothes..then later we went to eat..(WOOHOO!!!) and so,the end....haha..not yet la..there's still more to come..

Then around 6 something, we ordered pizza..i talked to person working, and boy,was she gonna go mad...we keep changing our order..trust me,i did the talking..i nearly knocked my head on the wall..haha..okay..then they all said after 45 minutes,if that person doesn't come,we'll scold him..haha..(EVIL!!!) then after 45 minutes,we gave that person another 2 minutes..he was late..1 minute..so what??so, we didn't scold him lorhhs..==''..

Then everything was fine..i just didn't get why were they lingering down there..then upstairs say ''WAIT!! DON'T COME UP FIRST!! HAVEN'T SET THE TABLE!!'' then we wait lorhhs..then suddenly they say, ''WEY!!WANT TO COME UP ANOT??!!!'' then i run up...it was like,pitch black..and then i heard those confetti pop and then everyone was singing the happy birthday song..haha!!i was like,YOU GUYS DID THIS FOR ME?!! i was..speechless and i was sooo touched..yeah,i nearly cried,but so what?? its not like you get to cry of happiness everyday.. haha!! then we cut the cake..and everyone took pictures and..we got crazy, everyone fed me a mouth of cake..haha!![ i couldn't upload some of the photos..sorry!!! ]anyway,after that...we went to the swimming pool to take some pictures..haha..nicholas got his pants wet..woohoo!!haha..its like,he wet his pants..haha!!

After that,chee ching's father came..so she went home,and i called my mom,and we went home too..haha..it was really a great day..i wish happy times would never end.. its really a night to remember..i took some photos..just have a look at it..enjoy my happy time with me..haha!!


Me and Siao Suan~ XD.


me and melanie..YEAH!! hehe..

lao gong and lao po~joan(me)& sweelynn..=)

me and siao suan...O.o..NEW YORK.hahax~

MEMORIES...i curi from sweelynn de..hehe..xP.

me and melanie=) BFFL.

swee lynn and me!!XD.

The 5 pretty girls..haha!! juz kidding..lol..XD.

A close up of my birthday present in advanced..haha...XD.

sweelynn lao po feeding lao gong~me!XD.

HAHA!!!XD.

We're doing an experiment on before and after..haha..except that this is cake!!XD

Me and Ho min...taking pictures beside the pool..haha..XD.

This is what they did...the cake..its really nice..but what i think is the most precious is the time they spent for planning this sweet surprise.

haha..this is the cake..whaddya guys think??=)

they got this for me..XD!!! I love my friends so much!!!!

BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!!

*sorry if some people's photos were not in..i can't find some of the photos..thousand apologies.=)

good luck in everything you do.

yeah well i knew it wouldn't be so easy.
maybe i was just,playing with my own feelings.
or maybe you were also playing with my feelings,
probably that's the best way to end it.

maybe i'm not important to you at all...
but i never got the chance to say,
you are important to me.

maybe you don't feel the way i do for you...
but i never got the chance to say,
what i feel for you is what you cannot imagine.

when i asked you about was i important,
turns out that i wasn't important to you at all..
you helped me decide..
so i'm going out of the country.

maybe it was best if i didn't tell you my feelings at all..
then we could've save ourselves from all these regrets.

i haven't even got the chance to say...
ILY.

If i were to choose between my last breath or love you,i would use my last breath to say '' I Love You''.

Why do I always feel like seeing you?
Why do I always feel my face turn red when i see you?
Why do I always feel uneasy when you're not here?
Why do my eyes search for you everytime?

I think i'm falling for you.
I tried to stop, I did try.
But it was all for nothing,
I fell for you.

Although there are one thousand people,
I can still tell your footsteps from others,
Because nine hundred and ninety-nine people are stepping on the ground,
But you made an impression on my heart,
They are guests rushing beside me,
But you are my life.

Its too late now,i know.
So I want to know what you feel about me,
But i just can't gather up the courage to ask you,
''how do you feel about me.''

There's only a few more weeks,
and school holiday starts.
If I still can't gather up the courage to tell you,
it'll all fade to nothing.

If you have the same feeling as me,
i hope you can tell me.
But if you don't,
well,i guess its over.

Kuen Cheng 1 Talent and Musical Night.

Okay so,on the 7th of november,there was this,Kuen cheng night in my old school..i reached there around 5 o'clock cuz my mom is in charge so she has to be early..so yeah..i followed..you bet it was boring walking round and round the school!!!!!XD And..he didn't come..i guess it was meant to be that way..haiz..anyway there were all kinds of quite interesting programmes..check it out:


me and my senior..hehe.


my school..after rain..or should i say..when it is raining..haha..



yeah my school..kinda miss it now..

my kor..hehe..XD.where's sao sao?

O.o..sexy backs!!!XD

haha..just play only de larhhs..XD.

see what i mean when i say she keep going on and on about how handsome she is?==''...

yup..wai yee and our bro..

this is...moi bro..nice seeing you kor!

me and wai yee..XD..i know..perasan until go toilet take picture..haha..

me and cassandra..wah..become so leng luii already..XD.

there's actually a webcam there..so we just took picture!XD..so syok..haha..

yeah..this is what has become of wai yee..now she's goin on and on about how good she look..haiz..haha!

HOO BOY!

Oh boy..i'm more than dead. I only got 2A's and thousands and millions of B's. Oh man,i didn't get any C's ..that's good i know...but at least my friends they have loads of A's to pull them up..i don't have..

take a look at my results:(DON'T FREAK)
BM:69% B -DAMN
BI:94% A-can it pull me up?
MT:68% B-It's killin' me!!!
PS(sivik):71% B- LOOLS.
SEJ:67% B -SEJ SUCKS.
GEO:69% B-the teacher LOATHES=DETEST=H-A-T-E-S ME TO DEATH.
MORAL:80% A- WHAT THE BLOODY HELL.
SC: DUNNO.
KH: 66% B- i dont' give it a damn.
PSV(seni): 66% B- what's wrong with my art?
BC: 67% B- LIFE SUCKS.

i've made ''experiments'' and made conclusions.
CONCLUSION-EXAM SUCKS (common sense)
-SEJ & GEO SUCKS
-EXAM=CRAP
-DRIVE STUDENTS MAD
-WASTE OF PAPER
-THEY SAY NEED TO PROTECT MOTHER NATURE DUNNO WHY STILL
CUTTING TREES.
-LIFE SUCKS WHEN THERE IS STUPID EXAMS.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exam results!!! ugh!

Oh man..we just got our STEWPID exam marks!!! Damn!! I don't know why,but i do have a bad feeling about it...i don't know why my geography teacher hates me so much..i don't know why that stupid teacher thst takes over Puan Norhaizan is such a knucklehead..i don't know why Puan Norhaizan has to go and give birth to her baby now!!!! Why can't it wait? Dammit...i'm so dead...why does maths hate me so much? i didn't do anything to it before!!!i never torture it!!! why does it always have to get me into trouble!!! Man,why is there even maths this stupid subject?!!!

And now that i've become pengawas...i feel like,i'm starting to miss out a lot...like sometimes one of them has a secret..how come other knows...but only me who doesn't know?they've been brilliant friends to me..but...i dunno why sometimes..oh sigh..i think i'm really starting to think a lot these few days..why,every recess i need to run around the school to find for my ''beloved'' senior...my partner is..ugh...always underestimating me..cuz i can't denda 10 ringgit in one day..what?so now we're actually supposed to compete see who can get the most money? that ding dong!! I don't want to denda their money sometimes because i think its not necessary..while you?just go round and round collecting money like you're in charge..URGH!!!

"Moonlight Resonance"..muahahaha

puiyie scolding nicholas..muahaha...after he destroyed her art piece..haha..look at the next picture..


OMIGOD!!!haha...nicholas the destroyer..


pui yie hung the lantern and one of the leaves caught fire..haha..

"Qun Ga Fuk"..of moonlight resonance..muahaha...


nicholas dropped twisties!!!OHO!!!!haha..we took a picture of him picking it up..
but i don't dare put it in my blog..he'll get mad..i don't want to lose a friend like him la..xD..


Melanie's..wassit-called..rice..yummy!!!xD


cute eh?put egg on the sharp points..puiyie say melanie's maid lazy throw so out it here..laugh until the whole neighbourhood can hear..muahaha..


On friday(yesterday),melanie invited a few of us to her house for somesort of mooncake festival party.So,after school,all of us(me,chee ching,siao suan,nicholas and pui yie)went home and bathe as fast as we can..then..ITS PARTY TIME!!woohoo!!

So,we had dinner first..melanie had her own dinner inside the house..so that left pui yie and me to eat in her garden..and our dinner was,Melanie's...what's that called in english..==''..i forgotten.but,seriously guys..you bet it was good! No,not just good,the correct word is AWESOME! Then me and pui yie talked bad about Anonymous.muahahaha..evil eh?xD

Then melanie run out here again. Eat a few mouth of her rice,then run in again to eat inside. Wah,it's a wonder if she did not gain a few pounds that night.Muahahahahahahaha!!!!just kidding.Then,the three musketeers(nicholas,chee ching and siao suan)came. Suddenly,the house was fill with laughter.All of us laughed at a video of a guy,who can't open those glass door..then when one of his customers came,he pura-pura open the door and the man bumped into the glass..we laughed like hell man..no,actually it was cackle..evil cackling..muahaha..then after dinner..we went to watch moonlight resonance..all of us were sitting there..then everytime out character came out all of us say:hey!!its you!!then all of us will laugh out loud..i think yesterday was the day i laughed so much..hahaha!


After that,we played lanterns..no,actually..we played more fire than lantern..i know,naughty kids eh?haha! pui yie hung one of the lanterns on one of melanie's plants..and the plant caught fire(whoopsie!)..all of us laugh and laugh none stop..then came the fun part..we were playing with fire and candle then suddenly melanie ask us what do we want to play then i shout out:TRUTH OR DARE.then melanie laugh and laugh and laugh..then she say:let's play a trick on my cousin sis! And we laugh and laugh again. haiz..what a bunch of crazy kids,her mom would be thinking..laugh non-stop..haha..

So we made out plans..siao suan sms melanie's cousin sis using her handphone..by the name of henry..haha..then suddenly somebody said the name Henry out loud and all of were like, SHH!!!cuz we changed the name a lot of times already..and according to melanie,she says her cousin sis very perasan..(omigod!)so we pulled this trick on her and..alas..when we run out of good idea's..we stop sms-ing her..haha..

then..suddenly all of our mom and dad were calling us..so..everyone of us were like,omigod,what do i say?and laugh again..seriously la..we're starting to get laughing fits..muahaha..

then when siao suan's mom come that time,all of us took a picture..yeah..and then..my mom and dad came too..and all of us went home..but before that..i saw..i saw a picture of zhi yin and them..but,i only saw cheeching and zhi yin..the other two i didn't see who were they..means..my friends might be..well..leaving me out?again?oh god..i'm so..so...frustrated..
but,anyway..i had a good time..haha..

*thinking back...laugh laugh laugh until i fall off my chair..xD