Okay, if i would i want to write an About Me, i would start off with, hmm...perhaps hyper would make a good headstart. I can't exactly sit still, nor can i stand still, and i must jump wherever i go. Yeah, go on, i AM a kid. So what? Maybe i need more time than others to mature... Or maybe i just don't wanna grow up. Next, i am, perhaps the worst crybaby ever in the world. Once i start, its kinda hard to stop me. But my friends are the most patient, caring, and loving pals in the universe, who would stand by me and make sure i'm alright, no, not alright, i'm GREAT, only they'll take a step back. Jealous that i have friends like these? Well, being me has its advantages.
Now, carry on... I'm incredibly stubborn. I have to learn things the hard way only i can get that what-so-ever thing into my hard head. And that often drove mom and dad off the railway. Oops . :X Moving on, I can't let others have the last say, i love arguing for the sake of arguing, that's why mom says, if i don't just argue for the sake of arguing, i might be the best lawyer ever. Which i never dreamed of becoming, because, geez, i don't know. I love eating chocolates and oreos, dipped with peanut butter. Ever tried that? Right, before we move on, i'll just add something in, i'm weird. VERY WEIRD. But my friends accept me for who i am. =) okay, continue, where did i stop? Oreos dipped with peanut butter right? Awesome. Yeah, i'm weird. But whatever. And i love ice-creams, jelly beans, and all kinds of stuff that kids like. Like i said, i probably haven't matured yet. Haha.
I fell in love with a guy, named OPO. List out the things i love about him? The way he plays with his hair, how he's obsessed with his hair. And his love for saying ''LOL''. I could never forget the first time he was ever ''tiga-lapan''. All i could ever remember was, him, standing there, quiet, cool and stuff. He loves football too. Which pretty much took away breaths of girls who saw him. Well, i met him before i saw him play football. So that doesn't count. HAHA. List out his weakness?? Um... * gone for 20 minutes. Sat in front of this comp for 10 minutes. Looking at all his messages for 30 minutes * and i still can't figure out any. oh God Bless Me. Gahh.
I honestly kept every message of his. I don't know why i still can't put him down. Everytime i text him, I'll text halfway, and then, stop in the middle, and end up tossing my phone to one side, putting my head in my hands and cry. Its like an everyday rountine. It hurts me to have to hear his name with another girl, but what can i do? I promised i would forget EVERYTHING if he was happy. And he is, i have to keep my promise. I fake a smile, so i wouldn't have to explain what i'm feeling on the inside, which is terribly hard to explain, even if i could explain it, no one would understand it. Everytime i see him, i feel my face going red, spreading like a disease through my whole body, and i would start to feel :'' WOw, its a hot day huh?? " even after it just rained a hurricane. And people would give me the : " Wow, are you sick?" look. Geez. I tremble like when the predator is getting ready to eat the prey, and i'm the prey. He's the predator. A very charming predator. Which i probably would surrender without a struggle. Gosh.
So, i'll just brief you guys on what i'm gonna do today. Um, at maybe 3 something, i'm gonna go for music class, and then, i'm gonna have to go to my cousin bro's death anniversary. =.=
I know its gonna be hard, but i'll manage through.
I can't put down the past,
everything we do seems to need time,
everything we do seems to pull us apart,
as if trying to test our faith.
I won't leave you to pick up the pieces,
but somehow,
someone has to pick up the leftovers,
in a relationship, there can be only two person,
when its not you,
its definitely me.
And do you know,
everything you do tears me apart,
but the one that breaks most is my heart,
you promised that you'll take care of it,
no matter what,
till world's end,
so i left you this part.
But in the end,
even fairytales has to come
to an end now,
I tried to find the remedy of turning back time,
but time,
just kept going on,
as if it doesn't give a damn of what i'm trying to do,
And inevitably,
it will be over,
nothing'll be the same,
i'll try to recover but not fully,
because i'm so lost without you.
pls leave comments on the song. thanks! =)
