life is good!!

i think i really am finally to forget him..
can you believe it?
haha..not even a day..
i feel like singing at the top of my lungs..
haiz..LIFE IS GOOD!!!

anyway..i just went to check out the final fantasy songs..xD
i must..because i'm learning a new song on my organ..
okay...not my intestines..==..
its an electone actually..==..

i think the theme song is nice(final fantasy=="..)..
but problem is..
i go youtube find..
aiyo...
all what titanic theme song come out..=="...
those romantic scenes from final fantasy..
i mean like,
hello?!
i just ate and you let me see all these ''watak'' scenes..
EWW..gross..>.<..

okay larhhs..
maybe not ''watak'' but..
i think i'm underaged??
hahax..actually i've seen even yucky derhhs..
haha..==..
so..this is still at okay level..
hahax...
i don't know why i keep laughing..

i feel like doing things to cheer myself up..
i don't know why
that feeling is starting to come back
what the hell..

AAARRRGGGHHH!!!
dunno why suddenly thinking
life is not so good..
but life is good though..
but not so good..
but quite good..
AAARRRGGGHHH!!!
i don't know what am i saying..
i outta moi mind..==
weird little girl..that's what legendary calls me..==..
what a weird girl..
kk...fine...
i admit..
i am weird..
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its too late for you and your horse to come around(bet you don't own a horse[snort])
as far as i'm concern,youre just another picture to burn(oh yeah..you really are another picture to burn..you bet you are!!)
maybe two is better than one(ya think?!!)
you belong with me(you do?!!!eww..==...)*falls off my chair==..
romeo save me i've been feeling so alone(i have?)
our song is the way you laugh 1st date man i didn't kiss him and i should have(thank god i didn't!!!)
i'm only me when i'm with you(i don't think so!!i am so not MOI when i'm with you!!=="...)
you make me crazier,crazier(you do?oh yeah..you do frustrate me..as in a bad way..not a good way!==...)
you're not sorry(YOU BET YOU AREN'T!!)
tell me why(don't tell me,i don't wanna know!!=="..)
the way i loved you(ugh,don't even remind me!!!)
and i don't know why cuz with you i'd dance in a storm in my best dress fearless (my best dress?!!no way!!not worth a jerk like you!)
back then i swore i was gonna marry him someday but i realize some bigger dreams of mine(ugh!i never thought that way!thank god!!!)
cuz it rains in your bedroom when everything is wrong(good!!its kinda funny to see your room in the newpaper with the headlines featuring:boy's room flooded.or maybe a even more interesting headlines..muahahaha!!!)
and i had the best day with you today(you bet i didn't!!)
all based on taylor swifts songs

this is all that i've got to say..to that jerk..
but you guys are more than welcome to read!XP
have a nice laugh..(that is,if it is funny=="...)

p/s:sweelynn lao po..fast fast update lorhhs..xP...

I am really an ultimate fool!

I can't believe it..
he lied again..
xxx told me something today that really shocked me..

deleting all his messages
muttering junk after every deleted message
and muttering jerk too
it rhymes..
jerk sends junk..

i'm feeling so empty now..
i regreted listening to him..
believing all his lies..
thought he'd be different..

i won't cry..
i will stand up strong..
i've learnt another lesson..
i will never cry for a jerk...
never and forever..

i will not believe anything..ANYTHING
whatever he says..
i will treat it like its all wind brushing across my skin..
i just don't know why he wants to lie to me!

GOSH!!I AM A FOOL!!!

I was a fool
listening to you
believing everything you say
thought you had changed
little did i know
I was the fool
I was the one getting hurt
I am a fool