Why must they always be so difficult?

My mom and dad are not talking. Again. My dad is in a really,really,seriously bad mood. He keeps snapping at us..my mom is..acting like nothing-happened-but-obviously-something-happened..oh gosh..they are just making this so hard for me and my sis..ARGH!

Dinner at Jaya One..yum..=)..

On 8th of Aug 2009,i went to my kor's grandma's birthday party..okay..not exactly what we call ''party''..just those kind of dinner..then..yeah..aiya..i'll just let the pictures do the talking.. enjoy!



A sort of family picture...haha..smile!

yummy!^^

(from left)me,my teacher..my sis..and and another teacher..

my sis foolin' around..haha!..it was my idea actually..hehe..

this is something like a souvenior..usually ppl juz giv chocolate..and its not only a few ppl only..there are thousands of ppl!generous aren't they?

believe it or not,they made it themselves..not the chopsticks..the cover..yup..they sew it themselves..and inside the bowl there are some rice and a 20sen..the 20 sen means may we bring home wealth and the rice i 4gotten..hehe..

the gifts!wow!

my sis and me!

i was watching the stage..my sis took my pic..haha..just post it for fun..

Charity Concert...nice.

this was what i wore to the concert..haha..==..


SMK Sri Sentosa had a charity concert last night(22 Aug 2009).It was real fun..i went there about 7 something..actually it said 7 must reach..but you know la..malaysian style..haiz..XD..i was waiting for chee ching to come fetch me..then a MAJOR problem occured..i forgotten my TICKET!!! so,in the end i had to call my dad and PLEAD him to bring it..-.-..oopsie..i don't think he was in a..good mood:D..anyway,i got the ticket and went in..kena marah by sis who is tugasing at the door(guard of honor)..-.-..and when i was going in..he came out..omg..he looks so..so..so..so..err...actually no comments..haha..i mean..his shirt..was what?bla bla bla..dunno how to decribe..then went in the hall..finding siao suan..after 5 minutes still cannot find then i called her..but it was too noisy and even if i was shouting my head off(which i did,but my head didn't come off=="..)so i just go and ask nicholas if he saw siao suan..he just point in front and there she was standing in front of me...haha..she's wearing a jeans skirt..and a tight inside..quite yeng actually..haha..so we went to find our place where we could get a good view..then..the MC starts to talk..i think to myself..ah..this must be the moment we've all been waiting for..and guess what?it was actually...the speech of the V.I.P only..=="..nearly fell asleep..after a speeches finally got something to entertain myself..which is..a whistle!!haha..Ho Min gave it to me!sweet,isn't she?^^..okay..then finally..FINALLY..the speech ended..and the fun starts!it started with a band..quite nice..there's this girl..damn yeng..she's playing the electric guitar..Wesley was on the other side..he's..quite good also..=="..then there's this mustang dance crew..damn good..then singing..singing...singing..then latin dancing...wow..damn nice man their dancing..then..singing..and more singing..==..then..i went toilet..go out..saw him again..==..reli tried to avoid him..and then..went to the RM25 sitting there to sit cuz siao suan ask us go there sit as there are loads of seats..hehe..then we just went crazy..wooing after every performance..xD..then..about 10something finish..went out..the guides are cleaning up..have to wait for my sis as she is one of the guides..==..after that..saw nicholas and jonathan..he was finding someone to take picture for him..i help lorhhs..then somebody said,chris!your sis is 'someone' ah..then the conversation started,it went like this:



he was like..stunned and then he said..oh sorry!



never mind never mind..(me)



oh..sorry..hi joan..



hallo..hehe..



then take picture...



then the conversation started..the topic was..about me..and it was about me and my sis don't look alike..like this:



jonathan:chris..you two don't look alike leh..then nicholas very cheekily added..yala..her sis very perasan..(aiyaya!!![me^^])



then jonathan say..but your voice same wor...



my sis(chris):aiya..you also know how to say we're sister mah..aiyo..



then it went on and on and on..i slipped away quietly to find him..only in time to see his back..turned away from me forever..so i went back the hall there..



then called my mom and dad to come fetch me and sis..cuz she finished her duty..



got home about..11 something..took a bath..then sleep..zzz..

This sucks..this totally sucks.

I think i'm going mad. I don't know why i like him. I just hope its not for long. Or i might die of heart-ache.

swee lynn,kar hoe,yue sam thanks for supporting me when i'm in trouble. A friend in need is a friend indeed. I finally witnessed that.Thanks a lot guys..serious..i will try my best to forget about him.

I'm just his sis,his just my bro. I'm learning to accept that fact. No,in fact,i think i've accepted that fact long ago. I'm sure its just feelings between sis and bro..affectionate,right?yeah..that must be it..no more than that...

So the conclusion is...i don't like him anymore. no more feelings..he likes her(another girl)..i like him(another guy)its done. we're done.

But whenever he talks to me about A,i have a sour feeling. probably tummy ache.yeah that must be it..omg..swee lynn..pls help..i'm starting to get that stupid feeling again!!

I think changing bus might help...that way i can avoid him..i can always avoid him in school..so maybe i should..i just don't know what reason to give my mom.

Oh damn..i'm really going mad...help..