AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!!!! I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!

Do I actually need to face all these questions?When I walk to school,somebody pops out of nowhere and ask me:"So,how is your relationship between him and you?".Gosh!Gimme a break you guys!I don't know what has been going on between us,what is going on now,and what is going to happen to us later!I can't read the future guys!I just wanna leave up to everyday!Live down to whatever!But,seems like i really can't live up to whatever when it comes to this...i feel like running away...avoid all this questions...but i know,no matter what,one day,i'll have to face this stupid question..i don't know when..but..the time'll come real soon..Anyway..i don't think we'll never be together...we're just..i mean..we just don't make a couple..=.="..I know people said that whenever a couple loves each other dearly,no matter what other people say,they still keep their faith..problem is...I DON'T KNOW WHETHER HE LIKES ME OR NOT!I'm not so sure either..do i like him or not i mean...haiz..so much for concentrating on my studies...=.="...

here are a few people i'd like to thank for giving me so much advice in this love thingy=.=":
first of all,
wai yee
swee lynn
melanie
chee ching(she's not really a love expert,so she doesn't give much,but..hey!she's a good listener!^^)
kar hoe=.="..

Is it love?

What is LOVE? That you don't care whether that person is perfect and you still love that person? Is that it? Then what about LIKE? I don't know if I LIKE or LOVE him...its really complicated..everybody told me that he has already like another girl..I know..but..why?why can't i just forget him?Just..accept the fact that he is unavaible?I accepted that long ago..but why?why can't i stop thinking bout him?I thought maybe going to different schools i will forget him.. forget that he ever hurt me so badly before..forget every single detail bout him..but everytime when we text each other,i miss him like hell..that day he told me he is going to taiwan,my heart broke into pieces..then when i watched the news at night there was this accident in taiwan..a lot of people died..i think my heart stop for 1 sec..then i tried to call him...but failed..That day he came back,i text him..luckily he replied..a lot of days later..i couldn't take it any longer..so i ask him if he still like me..until today..he still hasn't replied..i guess i know the answer deep down in my heart..but i just won't face the fact...guess it really is time to let go..just like wai yee said..loving someone who doesn't love you is not worth..i never believe that..but now i do..but i just wanna say..he gave me the best time of my life last year...though we were never together..i will always cherish the memories..gosh,i miss him so much!T.T...

Gathering...hmm...great..

In the F.O.S store...=.="...from left..melanie,me,wai yee and sue ann!!

On the 10th of June,6M had a gathering...someone plan and we went to 1utama...but the day b4 gathering...everybody backed out..so..i guess this isn't really called gathering because only 4 people turned up..then..jun kit turned up..only 1 guy(i don't know why he turned up,but my sixth sense told me that its because of..well..somebody...^^and normally girls sixth sense are right..haha)anyway..we went to secret recipe for lunch and almost everytime when the waiter came..we practically keep telling him to wait...cuz we couldn't make up our mind..then..we didn't know what to do until melanie said the next day is her mom's b'day..so we went shopping for purse..not those old woman kind of purse..the..cool kind cuz her mom's really cool..and..we went to tons of shops..then we went to F.O.S...and guess what we did?Its actually kinda stupid...erm..we grab some clothes...then we ran into the fitting room...and took pictures...then we went to watch hannah montana again..haha..its nice so i watch again...then..we went home..really sad...we hug each other...except for junkit of course..=.=''...well this is it for this time..

I went to the Hannah Montana premiere!!!!

Ok..um..on the 1 of June..when i was at chee ching's house..Shi zhe suddenly called..he asked me if i wanted to watch Hannah Montana the movie..I was like..what?!you serious?!cuz he's mom wasn't available(private reasons)then..yea..i said ok..so..the next day(2nd of june)at 5 something..his dad and his sis came to pick me up..then i went to his house..said hello to his mom..and guess what?i met my former teacher..Cikgu Wong.Yup..you can guess what happened..i froze on the spot..LOL..anyway..we went to Sunway Pyramid..got the tickets..and went for dinner..we had pizza(yummy!)..then we went in..and the movie started at 7.20 pm..we bought popcorn..it was humoungous!!!We laughed throughout the whole movie..which was like..nearly 2hours..yea..then..we went shopping..well..not me..not exactly...it's shi zhe and his dad..and his sis..i didn't buy anything as i wasn't in the mood to shop..=.=''..sweatz..i know..then..about 10 something i reach home..home sweet home!!!hahax..^^...

BEC retreat..awesome!

On the 30th and 31st of May,my family and me went for a BEC retreat..for those who are christians or catholic..you might have an idea of what I am talking about..if you are neither these 2..well its too bad..okay..um..so we went to a place called IJ(Infant Jesus)Convent..somewhere in Cheras..=.=''..so we reached at 10 something..and we started..i don't want to go into details..hope you guys don't mind..=.=''..then..we did a lot of things..i forgotten..cuz..most of the time i was sleeping..(hey,you can't blame me cuz i was really tired=.='')and then..the best part was..FOOTBALL!!!OMG!!I didn't know football was so fun!!I mean..i always thought football was a stupid game and a game where boys get their feet all dirty(ew..gross..)there were 6teens and 3children..and 2 aunties..hehe..the next day..we went to a chapel..then..there were activities..then..we played..FOOTBALL again..this time i played slightly better..and a little more daring..i actually pushed someone!!!Imagine that!!HAHA!!hehe..okla..swtz..we ate lunch..rest for awhile(playing badminton=.='')then..activities..then FOOTBALL AGAIN!!!!=.="...then we went home..home sweet home..=.=''...LOL!!!!!!!!!