Wednesday, September 2, 2009

i loved you..i love you..i will always love you..

i know..maybe the reason that you did not want us together was because you did not want me to get hurt..but have you thought that...i was hurt at that moment you pushed me away?

i know..you were actually putting on a show..by saying those hurting words..but..did you ever think i was really,really,truly beyond hurt?i trusted you because you told me so many times that you love me...but..is it true?why didn't you come and find me after that?why?till now..i still don't know...

i know too..that you smell of peppermints..i love the way you smell..and i hope you don't change..cuz that would make it harder for me to find you...

after all these happened...it becomes a memory for me and you..it sometimes come as a nightmare..sometimes..its all very sweet..but..i would prefer..if you were still here by my side..

now you're gone..forever..i can never smell your peppermint on your clothes..i can never see your sweet smile,only through memory..

i just wanna say..

I loved you..
I still love you..
And I will always love you..

No matter when or what happens...

You will always be in my heart...

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dreams
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heart-ache
Almost lovers always do.