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Hey people. Yeah, i'm blogging now... so stop bugging. Okay, um.. the reason i didn't blog was.. 'cuz i went back to my beloved hometown and forgotten to bring this baby back. And so, i survived with? The incredibly stupid TV and Michelle's book: Breaking Dawn. *screams and faints. LOL. Yeah, i've become a potato couch for these past 4 days. And i'm dumping things down my stomach at every chance i got. TOo bad for my stomach. Hmm~

And now, i've finally finished reading Breaking Dawn..(hey michelle! you can get your baby book back soon! ==''.) Well, technically..i've read it before..just sorta wanna read it all over again to..kinda like, obsessed with twilight saga. I'm impressed by the way Stephenie Meyer writes..her imagination is..really beyond words. And the way she express the feeling, how she describes the scenery and how the character feels...it just awes me. She kinda gave me an inspiration to write a book, and i am on it now..but everytime i reel back and read what i've wrote, it makes me feel frustrated and i feel stupid of writing such a childish story. Well, personally that's what i think. And i think based on ying lee's comment, my story is kinda idiotic. Ironic, isn't it? It kinda amuse me that i can at least finish a chapter. BAh. ==''.

I've been trying to jot down lines of what i think so that when i've decided to start a new book, i'll get to use it. Of course, i'm not copying. Have you ever felt a gush of inspiration brush past you when you see something fascinating? Everytime i see a breathtaking scenery, words like, green trees surround and hear the water gushes immediately jumpes into my mind. Sometimes i feel proud of myself, and sometimes, i feel that its just plain lame. ==''..

I hope the school hols will slow down. I haven't got around taking a deep breath and school's gonna start in what? 6 more days? Give or take a few.. LOL. I hope that what i heard is true, that when school starts, the evil witch of the west will take her broom and go far away. Or whatever. And i hope she goes to that school, hey, i can call my friends there anytime to ask a favour. Bully her. Right, now i'm becoming an equal of her. Ugh. Shucks. *wash myself in holy water. LOL!!!

Right, i'm gonna have to mop the floor now. Mom's orders. Chores alert. Sigh. so, i hope that this post full of crap can entertain "...''. U know who who are. LOL. so..Byee!!!

Gotta live like we're dying. (Yeah right.==''..)

Hey guys, i know i know. My blog is actually ''starving'' to death. But, just logged in cuz i don't want my baby blog to rot. Yeah, well.. that's the idea. LOL. Um..so, yeah, 1st..i'm sorry to my ''lao po'' cuz i didn't blog for like, what? 50 days? Give or take a few days. HAh! And, those who are really looking forward to my crap..sorry to let you down. Or not.

Went to school today... and i seriously have to say this, ITS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME. I spent my time going round and round and round around the whole school and teman people walk to the Bilik pengawas until its a wonder if i'm not starting to get tired of walking the same route over and over again. BAh. Sigh. Read Breaking dawn the whole day. And, that's how i spent my miserable half day in school.==''..

Came back from school..had no idea what to do. So, i watched a movie called " A Walk To Remember". Its based on a novel by Nicholas Spark. Omg. Seriously, this guy's good. The books he write, sometimes it makes me feel like i'm standing right at that spot and watching all those happen. The story about this is kinda a bit like "The Last Song" also by Nicholas Spark. And this movie is DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN ROMANTIC! This guy... so yeng arh..==''.. the girl dibuli he save her.. walao..my sis and i were eating our chao kuey tiao halfway then watch until mouth drop open. ==''.. LOL. Then my sis suddenly tell me,

Sis: eih mei, suddenly cannot eat my chao kuey tiao lehhs.
Me: me too.. i can put inside my mouth, but cannot swallow.
(look at each other and laugh)
LMAO.

Then, keep on replaying the movie inside my head.. sigh. Damn nice. I can't wait for "The Last Song" movie to come out. I'm like, dying here.LOL. anyway, that's all today. Byee folks!!

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray

to be only yours I pray

to be only yours

I know now that you're my only hope

Just watched Bleack's Fade To Black.. Awesome movie!! *screams and faints LOL!!!But the picture above is rukia and ichigo..romantic!!=)

Nothing interesting happened this few days...but i'll try to remember anything interesting..LOOLS. Oh yeah, I played truth and dare game again...this time, they dared me to say this,

Me:eih, Hue Zhi Yang..你有没有喜欢过我?
Hue Zhi Yang:没有
Me: 琢磨?
Hue Zhi Yang: 就是没有啦!
Me: SIGH!!!! XD

then, played yih yoong again.

Me: eih, 你真的没有喜欢过我啊?
Yih Yoong: *laughing..没有!!!
Me: 琢磨?我酱爱你哦~ZADAO!!
yih yoong: 不要玩了!!
Me:我没有玩!! 感情可以拿来玩咩?
Yih Yoong: * dunno what to do...smile smile smile..==''...!! XDDD

I know i'm evil to play ppl like this.. haha..but, hey..c'mon ppl, we're in our crazy fourteens..don't you think we should..you know? Live up a bit?? But seriously i don't hope to make him feel anything..i think i'll just..err.. leave the joke here. Put it to a full stop..LOL. but, thinking of it now, its very funny.

And and and~ having geo class that time, ying lee suddenly ask my look up..then i look..then ying lee say, Oh, nothing.. then she told me that her mom told her when you ask ppl to look up you'll see that that person'll open up their mouth..but ying lee say i didn't.. then we ask ho mei yi to look..her mouth open big until...walao. you can drop a bomb in.. AHAHAHA!!! ask other ppl look up..nothing de..only ho mei yi..haha!!

Haiz..i wish i could be in the same class with them...i miss them so much!! sigh sigh sigh.. i know!! i padan muka din study hard..T.T..

Anyway, its kinda short post but, i'm bored..so its a lame post. ZADAO. xP

Marching practice. LOL.

Today pandu went back to school to have our marching practice. Just as expected, less than 20 pppl turned up. Boo mereka. BOOO!!! LOL. Nothing much to say actually, cuz the whole day we just stand there practicing our jalan and stuff... me? i have to practice to hold a stick. On the day, i'm actually holding the bendera. ==''.. so yeah, we rest for a while... took some pictures.. and, played... FOOTBALL!! yeshh!! well, technically, not the BALL. but there were some used bottles.. so, we went psycho. LOL. me, wenxi, li ying, and shi xin were a group. whereas jing fei and 6 more persons were a group. But, still... our group won. 6 over 2. LOL. Lame. I know... here are some of the pictures... CHEESE! ==''...




Me!!! as in, the perasan me. LOL.==''...

Kai Ling.

Carolyn.

5 of us ..i'm not really their group, but i'm so bored. LOL.

Kar yi.

Owh..my leg is in serious condition. ==''.. LOL. hands too..the way i hold the flag.. i really admire those seniors whose hand tak apa punya. ==''...

End of a torturing week. Drop dead.

Okay, i'm kinda pissed about this week because, well..quite a lot of things happened to me. Not just things, VERY BAD THINGS. For instance, i'd forget to bring at least one book a day. I seriously do not know what's going on. I mean, once..i forgotten to bring my caligraphy book, so that teacher denda me turun 50 times. GAH. then another time, i forgotten to bring my peribahasa book. SO WHAT LARHHS! Also not important! Sigh. what to do? Turun 40 times..this teacher.==''.. and then, i forgotten to bring my moral books!!! SHIT. yeap, you can bet i'm in deep shit. But i didn't tell the teacher, dunno why. Then the teacher ask us to pass up the book, SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT. SHIT.SHIT. I also didn't say anything. Then the moral teacher ask me, what is the difference between Amanah dan Bertanggungjawab. How i know?!! The convo went like this,

Teacher: eh,u pengawas, apa difference antara Amanah dan Bertanggungjawab?
Me: Harh? err.. different spelling?? *joking
Teacher: apa? different spelling? jangan ingat u sangat smart...
Me: saya tak ingat saya sangat smart cikgu.
Teacher: ....
Me: *explain what is the difference lorh..

then, dunno what the teacher talk about...talk talk talk, talk until say our class bodoh. Ma de.==''..

Teacher: kenapa semua orang dalam class ini bodoh punya huh?
Everyone: (whisper) CHI MA GAN.
Teacher: nehh, pelajar itu dan pengawas itu. ==''..
Me: U eat cow shit la!!! (furious!!)
Teacher: huh? saya cakap police, ada orang cakap rasuah. apa perbezaan antara amanah dan bertanggungjawab? different spelling. *everyone laugh.
Me: Wrong meh? ==''.. bodoh at least better than tidak bermoral lorhhs, u idiot charcoal man. ==''..

RRRIINGGG!!! Finally that person stop crapping and walk out lorh. I also don't bother to say "terima kasih cikgu" because got nothing to thank him. HUH!!! how dare he say i'm stupid!!! If i'm stupid i dunno what is he already. excuse me lorh..i know more languages than him, i know chinese..so what he knows Tamil? Chinese got so much damn languages: Hokkien, Hakka, Canotonese...bla bla bla.. so shut your fcuking mouth lar you damn bastard. ==''...U think i scared u mehh? Let me tell u this, hell i don't care what you think of me because its not important to me...so what if i'mma bodoh pengawas? I don't give it a damn man, because you know why? You seorang yang tidak bermoral.. i'd rather be bodoh than tidak bermoral. At least orang bodoh deserves respect while an idiot bastard like you, deserve *spit. THIS. So yeah, just fuck off okay? ==''...

That's all for today...well..that day..there's another thing..but i don wanna talk about it. Hmm.

Get well soon.

Truth or dare. or Dare and Dare??

And yeah, this post is about yesterday, I went to school early because I had to do MD. So around 10 o'clock, reached school. Walked to BP.. then, put my bag dy, shout out loud, "ehhs!!! who can lend my Maths Book C?!?! " haha.. copy homework time. Then, start to play, Truth Or Dare. At 1st only a few ppl know..then ...everybody start to play. haha.. then a lot of dare lor..forgotten..only remembered mine, somebody dared me to say hi to my senior.(easy peasy. isit??==''..LOL. anyway, hutang 1st.. then we dared Daniel ling find Denise Chen and ask her to give up. Daniel was so... so... haha.. dunnno what. Then, he suddenly said, ehhs..let's play hor, the one who give the dare and the person don't accept it.. the person have to kiss the person who gave the dare. Then i was like, ew.... but no worries.. only some ppl heard me. haha!

then we played until syok already.. haha.. it was really fun. but i think jiun rou was kinda pissed because all of us didn't anything but play the stupid game of truth or dare...haha!! soo... that was my day. actually...i really miss my friends.. i rarely get to talk to them.. wonder if this will affect our friendship?? Ishh!! choi.. LOL.

Lately, i think i'm becoming more and more stress. But at the same time, because of my friends support.. i'm starting to get stronger. Maybe this is God's plan to help me be stronger. but, anyway, i shouldn't think so much and maybe start getting myself worked up in my studies..
haha!! LOL.

Byee!!!

Hey guys, i'm in a major situation now. i can hardly understand what the hell SEJARAH is about. Not Hardly, its i am absolutely at sea. I seriously have no idea what the teacher is talking about. It was kinda funny.. as usual, prefects came in late as we have to do our duty..so i missed some front part of the lecture(literally). haha. So later when the teacher finished, i raised my hand and said,

Me: Cikgu, i masih tak berapa faham la.
Teacher: tak berapa faham? i pun tak tahu nak cakap apa.
Me: eih, bukan cikgu...bukan tak berapa faham, LANGSUNG tak faham wor. macam mana?
Teacher: macam mana boleh LANGSUNG tak faham?
Me: aiya cikgu, i bodoh bodoh punya..dan saya ''empat anggota fa da"..(四肢发达)HAHA.
Teacher: empat anggota??(check out my hand and legs)
Me: ya. dan dan dan, saya "brain mudah"..(头脑简单)..hehe...
teacher: mudah apa?
Me: huh? tak faham ah cikgu?
teacher: apa tak faham?
Me: ohh..tak apa tak apa.

ZADAO. the teacher still a bit dazed then walked out the class..quite funny. Later, we had sivik. Mana tahu, the teacher didn't come (YESHH!!!)..then yingleee had this brainstorm and said, "eih,let's play truth or dare? " "good idea, let's play with lydia they all." then change place with ho mei yi lorhs..then start playing. 1st dare, is...forgotten who. then michelle, so, i dared her to stomp her feet at the KK and say "from this day onwards, i'm never doing chores!!"(action pack: throw the broom and penyodok)...mana tahu, the KK so cool tell her, 'pick up'. all of us laugh until...haha!

then. my dare. Lydia and yee lin dared me to say something to lip yih yoong. So i say lorhs..nothign scared mar.. walk over.. sit down ask, "eih, lip yih yoong, 你有没有喜欢过我?" walao..he stunned for a minute then say, "没有". actually, i was tempted to go on saying stupid things like, why? i love you so much and so long liao wor..bla bla bla..so yok ma. haha. but, no time, cuz the teacher immmediately look over. what to do? balik tempat lorhhs... haha..seee when we can find relief class to play again. FUN FUN!!

and then, it was over...too bad.. see when we can "sot" again. haiz...playing this makes me think of last year. when all of us were in 1a12, playing stupid dares by py.. that was only called fun...yala yala..padan muka didn't study hard...==''.. LOL.

anyway, that's all for now. BYee!!!