Its time to make a change.

Its the first day of sunday class today. I was practically dragging myself to attend class. Then when i went in the class everyone was staring at me.. That is why i hate going through the front door... Why is the use of building the back door if we have to use the front door. Smart people. ==''.. And then i found a corner which i immediately sat down and started fuming. Later, the teacher,Anne Darcy started to teach and i immediately took a sudden liking to her.

After that, she asked us to write down our concerns and worries on a piece of paper. I wrote down something that has been bothering me for a long long time. And she asked us to crush that piece of paper and close our eyes and simply pick a piece of statement. The one i chose didn't made sense at all. And i was quite bothered about it. Then, the teacher said something that strucked me... She said :'' If you do not understand what that piece of paper is talking about.. don't worry..you'll understand it sooner or later. And who knows? It may change everything in your life. " And then she mentioned, we should have a relationship with Jesus. Everytime we have a problem, turn to Jesus first, as only he, could make things better and show you the way. God gave the world Jesus so we could turn to Jesus as soon as we have worries. Maybe i should start confiding into Jesus about my problems.. NO matter what, heart-breaks, family problems all stuff.. we can confide into Him.

Next she said something about FAith. Faith, what does this word mean to you? When people ask, what is it so great about this Jesus of yours? Its everything about him that is great. He sacrificed himself to save us all from our sins. Coming back to the word "FAITH", it also means everything to us when it comes to religion. And then, class ended. I went out of the class thinking about today's lesson.

It may change everything in your life. These words kept floating around my head the whole day. How??? How does it change my life? How CAN it change my life? And then, i remembered that my teacher said, "Jesus will show you the way". I read one of the paragraphs from the Bible. " Treat your enemies like they are your friends, learn to forgive, and lastly, learn to love." SO i thought, maybe what i said about the girl was very bad. I keep using other people's sins to punish myself. But, i can hardly imagining treating her like my friend..she's barely tolerable. GAH! Now i'm punishing myself again.

And now, i'm trying to walk around wearing a 3 inches high high heels. Whoaa.. man, i can hardly walk gracefully like a swan swimming in the pond. I look more like a duck dancing around. haha. But, i'll keep on practicing until i can wear it to have a high heel runnning competition. HAHA. FAT CHANCE. I think so too.==''... LOL. SO, thAT's all for today. BYEee!!

My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you only see one set of footprints, it was then that i carried you. -Footprints.

I will carry my cross and follow you, Jesus.

4th day of school.

So yeah, its the fourth day of school and i'm currently struggling with my homework. Haha. I know, its only the fourth day how can i be struggling. LOL. Well, literally.

It was a..quite okay day despite the fact that a fucking low class bitch dare to talk to me. Yeaa yeaa,i know i'm being bitchy but i really can't stand her. What's her problem la. She's, not educated. I didn't even cross path with her and now she's sending herself into the lion's den. Huh. Crazy girl. Look like pig still want to make herself more beautiful. No cure already,i think. I don't even know why her parents would want her.==''.. If she doesn't have brains,i'll let her go. But now she has this "brain" but she doesn't want to use it. My gosh, useless junk. ==''.. I'm sorry if you readers have to go through all these but, i'm seriously,seriously pissed by this idiotic girl. If she ever dare to touch me, i'll make sure she regret that she has ever been born. And if she ever talks to me again,i'll make her suffer through school life. ==''..

Anonymous bitch, you'd better watch out.

Cirque du freak:The Vampire's Assistant. Awesome movie!!

Yeah , i went to watch ANOTHER vampire movie....AGAIN. And so, after church,i went to Mid Valley to watch Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant. And then, my sis and I went jalan jalan to open our eyes. Haha. Then when nearly 11 o'clock only we went up. After that, we went in the theater. But, when we went in, it was like, dead quiet. And then we went out to look at the theater number again. 13 mar..correct. Then why? Nobody ? And then we ran out of the theater(HAHA. SCARY CATS. ==''..SO WHAT.) ...so in the end, we were freaking ourselves out like, why nobody de? bla bla bla....

sis: mei, we got the wrong theater or the wrong ticket or what?
me: Or what. ==''..how i know? nobody watch mehh? my taste got so bad mar?*think think think
sis: i say lor..Cirque du freak not nice lar...bla bla bla..should watch Avatar lar...bla bla bla..
me: okay, then i have a brilliant idea, why don't you go and wait for me outside the cinema and then when i watch finish only i come out find you?? Want? Or not?
sis: *diam diam.==''.. but why nobody?? Its freaking me out!!
me: okay, maybe there's a logical explanation like, maybe everyone saw there is no one so they just thought, oh well,i'll wait for other people to come in only i come in.. ???
sis: YOur point?==''..
me: we should go in first.
sis: ??!!!!! what?!! no way, its so creepy inside...
me: oh come on, if we go in, maybe people will see and follow us, and we can have the element of surprise!! right?
sis: LOL. fine, let's go.

So we went in...and then..LUCKILY..L-U-C-K-I-L-Y..got people come in. If not i was starting to fidget in my seat. And then, it was so quite that if you drop one hair on the carpet, you can actually hear it. Literally too.==''..Then my sis had this brainstorm and ask me to on the music in my phone. So,its not so quiet. I looked at her like she had grown another ENORMOUS head.==''..

me: are you nuts?!!
sis: what? at least it won't be so quiet. and look, if you on the music everyone will start dancing.
me: Har har. very funny. ==''..
sis: teehee!! =D (crazy nutter)

Show starts..then suddenly my sis said to me,

sis: ehhs mei, that guy very leng zaii lar.
me: LOL. huh? i thought you said this movie was boring?? what made you change your mind?
sis: Him larhs. Darren Shan. Duhs.
me: WOW. Amazing what good looking guys can do to girls huh? LOL.
sis: * didn't say anything.
me: * look over. WOW. W-O-W.

tHEN continue watch lurhhs..... come out from the theater that time, we were talking about it. Awesome movie...awesome movie...awesome movie... going on and on about it. haha.

Anyway, that's all today. Need to start packing for school again. SCHOOL!!!! UGH!!! And i'm different class as all of them next year. What am i gonna do alone? How am i gonna survive through form 2?!!(LOL) Am i gonna fit in? Sheesh. i'm being a nervous wreck. ==''.. So that's all today. BYee!! XD

Movies for life .

Hey peeps, hols are nearly over. Its time to pack up and get rolling to school. (yeah,right!! as if i would do that. XD) Yeah well, i do feel sorry that the holiday has come to a full stop. And now, everyone has to go back to school and study our heads off. Literally. Speaking of school, has anyone done finish their homework? Like, what? 60 essays and 100 maths. Omigod. I'm not even halfway through. ==''.. i mean, what the hell lar..what is holiday? I think the headmistress should really go and look up the dictionary. And if she still doesn't get the meaning? Knock herself out.

So, i'll just brief you guys about my day. NOthing exciting happened,really. No leng zaii and anything. XD So it was an okay day,i'd rate. Morning, went to this, dim sum place to eat lor. Then saw a lot of Sentosa-ians lor. Then go back home lor. Yeah, its a lot of LOR i know. ==''.. Good to be talking malaysian style english. All broken english..i'll try to make it understandable though. (CHEERS! =D) After that, i went to Mid Valley, because..JUST BECAUSE..my sis got straight A's in her PMR. (PRESSURE!!!! T.T..)and, and, and, my bro wanted to treat us(thanks to her!teeehee!!)so he brought us to watch Avatar 3D. So,we queue up for like,what, 20 minutes? And, i saw at the gold class counter there was this guy. Quite good looking. Haha! And then i told my sis,

me:Ehhs, jie..see that guy at the gold class there?
sis: yeah. i know he is good looking.(==''..SWTZ)
me: Ya lor..ehhs jie..let me go watch Gold Class de.
sis: Crazy ar you? Chi xin.
me: haha..juz kidding.

Then, there's this Best Employee of the Month board thingy, and that guy was one of the best employee. Then i told my sis,

me: ehhs, Jie, you see? He is one of the best employee lehhs.
sis: So?
me: YOu don't want know why he is the best employee meh?
sis: you know meh?==''..
me: My theory is..a lot of girls see him, then..they di-electric liao. Then, every girl keep coming and buy tickets. Then he become best employee lor.
sis: LOL. why do you always yan jiu this kind of thing and make conclusions?
me: Genius mar. XD
sis: *speechless. * roll eyes.

Then later, finally our turn. Mana tahu, all sold out. And, in the evening that time, if we want to watch,its all front seats. So if we watch from the front seat when we come out that time,we'll have a hard time walking straight. LOL. So,in the end...we booked tomorrow's show at 6.15 p.m. Mana tahu again, my mom say she suddenly got things to do. Aiks. So in the end, we discuss in front of the counter until I think the person in charge was nearly snoring. But, enough of my crap..==''..so in the end, we booked another show, Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant. (YES!!! I've wanted to watch this movie for a really long time already.) at 11.30.a.m. LOL. Then, later i want to go closer and look at the best-employee-guy-the-very-good-looking-de-guy de name. But, my sis scold me pervert so didn't go and see lor. T.T.. No lar...he also not so good looking when he's close up. XD. Haha.

So that's all for today. I'll tell you guys about my day tomorrow folks! BYee for now!!

2010...here we come!!!

Okay, so now its a brand new year and we're supposed to have a brand new start. Hooray..yay..not happy at all.==''.. okay,you can't exactly say not happy..just..it feels like,i left 2009 just with a flick of your finger. I don't even know why,there's this THING bugging me. Inside my brain..==''..everytime i look back into the past,its like...i left with some regrets. But, i can't shake off the uneasy feeling.

And lately, i don't know why...things start to turn really wrong. Its like, what i said in my most recent post. Its like a drastic change in my life. Now i'm left alone in 2a11 myself and all of them went to 2a12..yeaa..you can say padan muka cuz i didn't study VERY hard during exam but i only play comp..but..i mean,the comp is so tempting!! So,you can't blame me...at least..not all..haha! i'm talking crap now.

So yeah, i went to church to countdown yesterday-last year-whatever. Haha. But, amazingly i didn't fall asleep..well..to tell the truth just a few minutes, but so what? ==''Actually it was my mom's brilliant idea to go,she was like, okay since we're all free,let's go to church!! after mass, then talk crap with 1 of my friends about boys. Yea yea..we're talking about guys..but we're not perverts..haha!! So now i'm chatting with Kar hoe about feelings..

me: happy new year!
him: happy new year!!
me: chat with him yesterday...teehee. lol.==''..
him: oh about what?
me: crap. no la. somethings la.
him: oh..actually u 2 still like each other..
me: how you know?
him: if not he don choi you lar.
me:oh,so now you're the love expert huh?
him: yeah. sort of. maybe. i know a lot of thing about love ar.
me: okay,so if you're the love expert, why can't u save your own skin? XD
him: sendiri lebih hard mar..other ppl easier..
me: aiyerr...lame excuse lar..==''..
him: aiyo mine is not so complicated mar..

Haha...kar hoe kar hoe..always give lame excuse..haha!. Juz kidding. He's a good friend. YUe sam too.. and my BFFL group... hope we'll be friends for the rest of our life. Haha. ANyway folks, gotta go. Its a brand new year and have a brand new start. So forget the past and move forward!! Byee!! happy new year!!!

End of 2009!!! Goodbye. XD

Hey guys, its been a really long time since i post something new i know. A lot of things have happened. Good things, bad things. Every kind... Its like, a drastic change of my entire life. Or, a whole new person coming out of me. Like, for instance...my mom changed her mind and sorta let me learn the guitar. But, then... I lost something that means a lot to me. Does it always work this way? When we let go of something, another thing will come along like you've always wanted. Okay,anyway..we're getting way out of the topic.

Okay,erm..the perfect way to start the last day of the year..==''..going to school to help out for the form 1 orientation. Phew,it was a hard day..me and ying lee were carrying water bottles in their boxes. (CAN YOU IMAGINE??!!! BOXES!!! IT'S HEAVY!!!) ==''..yea well..then lyue sam and yan kye was my-our-lifesavers..==''..they became a gentlemen and help us to carry those...(yay!! give it up to both of them!! woohoo!!) okay,then we help the morning session AJK to give out those maklumat paper thingy to the pelajar..blah blah blah..and then, went to BP to rest. But haven't even rest more than 1o minutes, those teachers come in and say ''Can i borrow you for awhile?" Then all the prefects groaning and complaining..still help teacher do...aiyo.==''.. They owe us. XDD

Anyway, its the last day of the year, i wish you all have a blessed new year and may God bless you guys. I love you all!!

p/s:yea la yea la swee lynn, i loev you the most lar. XDD Melanie too. and our BFFL group. Cheers!!!

In the airport...cheese!!

a photo of me and my sis ta the new zealand airport. my aunts comp is a bit slow..and VERY VERY VERY old..lol..

Hey guys,yeap..i'm already in New Zealand...and blogging..haha..sorry i did not online on the 24th as it was quite a hectic day..phew!! So..these pictures are me and my family in the airport..enjoy!!XD...

or not.==''..

In the plane..yeah!!

Camwhoring..the person beside me was starting at me..LOL..XD.

Me!! at the playground..hehe..=)..just 9 years ago,me and my sis were BEING took..photos i mean..XD.

CHEESE!! XD.

Our family..in the airport..yeah!==''..

Okay,i'll just brief you guys about New Zealand..um..where do i start?

oh,nevermind..i'll start when we were in the plane..

Okay so i was sitting in my seat..and suddenly..i got air sick..yup..i did..==''..and then..well,you know,when you get air sick..you puke. And that's exactly what i did.i puked for 4 times..everytime i eat something, sooner or later i'll puke.(EWW!!!)gross i know..and the person beside me was really starting at me..LOL..she's an old lady..(to somebody:don worry la..just an old lady..XD..hehe..==''..)and the last time i puke, i sorta ran out of the air sickness bag..and then,i asked the person beside me: "COULD I HAVE THE BAG...PLEASE?"..trust me,i was having difficulty saying that because i was on the edge of throwing up..and then the minute she gave me and i opened it..(EWWW!!!)yeah..i puked.==''..

And boy, i was so hungry..==''...and so i reached new zealand(YES!!!) and..reached my aunt's house..unpacked.fell asleep halfway...and nothing much..==''..that's all guys..tata!XD.

MISS YOU GUYS!!!! xoxo.