Revive blog!! Revive!! I can't live without you!! ==''..

Okay, first i'm gonna blog and tell you guys about Chong Ying Lee, who went psycho one day and burnt our experiment paper. haha! So we were doing this experiment (seriously, i don't know about what) And we were supposed to lightly put the filter paper above the fire..not too low. Or it will be burnt, and there was oil on the paper, and we were waiting for the paper to see what was the outcome, and ying lee just put it too near the bunsen burner, and then..the next thing i knew, ppl were screaming...LOL. C'mon lar..just a small fire need to run out of the class anot?! We also haven run, what the hell are you running for?!! ==''.. then we put out the fire already, everyone let out a breath in relief..haha!

And,yesterday.. ying lee went hyper and sang songs in Bengkel. Omgg..i think the teacher was near to pulling out her own hair because me and ying lee were so tau ge..OMG. Then i didn't bring my KH nota, so quickly grabbed shin chien de..haha!! She gan jeong until simply grab a book too!! haha!! luckily the teacher didn't notice. Professional fakers man all of us.. was just chatting with my New Zealand friend, AManda, and she told me they have strict plagarism guidelines now..haha! so they can't copy homework in NZ.. well, at least there's something good here. XD.=)

Was mad at him yesterday night. I was so so so mad! And i am mad now too. Why do i get the feeling that...ugh!! Nevermind, I give up. I know sweelynn, i still love him, but how can i talk to him without getting mad everytime?!! You get me a solution, and i'll do what you want me to do. DEAL. ==''..

Anyway, i gotta go now. I haven't started on my homework. GAHH. and i have 15 minutes and i nidda go to school now. O-M-G.

Happy Birthday KAr Hoe!!!!! =)

Okay, first things first,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAR HOE!!!=)

My best wishes to you bro. =D peace! CHEERS!! HAHA..LOL

Anyway, i haven't really got to say a lot to you today..so yeah, i'll say it here.I think i'll start from the time when i first saw you. I remembered that me and cheeching were new and we walked in from the back door. You were sitting nearest to the door and you told me and cheeching that there was a space available there. Seriously, i felt grateful to you. Cuz it was kinda awkward standing outside the class..LOL. ha..um.. so, that was the first time we met. LOL.

And then, loads of things happened when pn norhaizan changed our place right? ha..i was sitting with sweelynn...and you were in front..things were really fun that time. LOL. I remembered asking you a question, Eih, karhoe, if want to have baby need to do that meh? AHAHAHAHAH!! i know you dizadao..haha..that was really stupid. haha.

And then, pn norhaizan changed our place again, you were sitting beside me and sweelynn on the other side.And yuesum behind me...OMGG, that time was the most stupidest time..LOL. remember that time sweelynn pull my shirt up? LOL!!! oh, and remember the time i was mimicking sweelynn talking? and then she said i was touching her boobs(LOL!!)but i wasn't exactly paying attention and i just copied..LOL. Stupid i know..There are stil a few funny things..but i can't really recall.. Oh wait! there's one.. remember the time my neck became stiff? and i could hardly move..haha! and then yue sum keep wanting to push me head right and left..and you were practically shouting at me to move my head. haha... oh gawd..that sure was idiotic. XD

Wow, thinking back..it was like yesterday.. when i think back i would find it really memorable..haha.. and sometimes, i wonder.. if there really is second life, i hope i would be able to know you and our BFFL group. i mean,well...u know.. LOL. and well.. him. XD

And, i really wanna thank you for helping me and him. you know, you've helped so much.. and i'm sorry that things didn't quite turn out the way you hoped..LOL. ==''.. but, you helped so much,..i think it must be time for us to work out our problems ourselves. Of course, i hope you will meet your..you-know-who. LOL.haha. anyway,i gotta go now.. mop the floor aa..~~~ haha!

Lastly,

HAIRPEE BURBDAY KARR HOUUUU :X

Normal english =) XD haha!

Do you know how much i love you?
You probably won't know, yeah..cuz i never really told you..
I love you more than my life.
No, i'm not kidding. ==''.

I always wondered how was the pain going to subside when you left,
but, until today..the pain remains.
And there's no turning back.
I know, and i respect that decision. =)

If you ever find another girl,
i'll support you, even though i know the pain is going to be unbearable.
But, from the bottom of my heart, i just want you to be happy.
Just this simple.

Looking back at the text messages you sent me,
I find it ironic cuz it was like, we would be together forever.
I couldn't find the words to put in when you said i was beautiful.
Finally, a guy who said beautiful instead of hot. ==''...

Even though you were a timid guy
who was not really big on expressing your feelings,
I still loved you more than any guy
who expressed his feelings more romantic than any other guy.

I know i'm weird in some ways,
but you accepted that in many ways
and always found a positive solution to think about.

You respect me,
and when i say i don't want,
you will not push me to the end,
and just accept it good naturedly.

I love you,
and i know that you want the best for us,
studies first, then maybe we'll talk these later,
i accepted that when you first told me,
but i just didn't want to give up.

Just want to let you know,
I'll wait...

and, I Love You.

Eat peanuts,draw until nuts. LOL~

Hey guys, i'm still in the holiday mood,so i'm blogging..MUAHAHAHA!! (swtz==''..) Okay, um..i'll just be honest, for those who wants to know if i have finished my homework, No, i haven't. And you might be exlaiming there like, "WHAT?!! SCHOOL STARTS IN LIKE, WHAT? 18 HOURS!! (give or take a few hours .LOL) Yeah, i know school's gonna start in 18 hours or so, and i give don give a damn about it..LOL. okay, maybe i do..but, i just wanna enjoy the last day of freedom. As in, the last last day. ==''.. okay, then you guys might be asking, "Okay, since you haven't finish your homework, what did you do the whole holiday?" ==''.. what i did is, drawing manga..and writing a story..hehe.. and and and, i also watched a lot movies.. well, seeing the fact that i have nothing to do,(LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE!!) ==''!!! and its holiday, so i try to become a potato couch as long as i can be. MUAHAHA. GAH. BAH. YAH.

Anyway, seeing the fact that you might fall asleep to this post, maybe i'll give you something to...REVIVE!!!LOL.. or maybe not... its just a few manga pictures i drew..LOL...


This one, i drew it a few days ago...LOL..and just coloured it..==''..


And this, i drew it and cut and paste. LOL..haha!


I just finish drawing it yesterday..LOL


This is one of my favourites...LOL. ==''..sweelynn like the girl and boy de..=='' dirty mind..haha!

This one, i draw very long..haha! Okay, next!

This is my favourite..i think..so far i mean...LOL.

This was the 1st one i drew..since last year..ahahaha!!

Stupid movie. LOL.

Bleach!!! *screams. Faint. ==''...!!!!! (no, no...this is not the stupid movie i'm talking about.)

Hey guys, so yeah..this is the last day of freedom..haha! LOL just kidding. I mean, school'd starting in like, 2 more days. And, yeah..you get the picture. Okay, i'll just brief you guys about what i did this last few days.. erm.. actually i did not do anything interesting like bungee jumping. LOL. Um..well, its just the same old routine. Wake up, brush teeth, change, eat, do homework, watch movie, practice the electone, and play this baby comp. ==''.. Yeah, well..that's what i often do..but..okay, lately..i'm beginning to kinda like manga drawing.. i mean, when i'm really bored..its either i write my darn story, or i draw those animes. Kinda proud of it now..haha. Well, sorta.

So, yesterday i watched a totally stupid movie called "He's just not that into you". Omigod. Seriously, if i were a movie critic, i would rate that movie 0 stars. Honestly, how can there be such a stupid, absolutely idiotic movie?!! okay, now my sis just reminded me that i chose this movie. Okay, yeah i chose it. so what? how the hell would i know it would turn out to be like this? LOL. if i knew then i wouldn't choose it. Puh-lease. ==''... okay, since you're so smart, i don't see you standing up and grabbing the remote control from me to watch the movie you want..==''.. GAH.

And before watching that movie, we sorta watched a movie called " The Girl Next Door". That, is incredibly, awfully, more than idiotic movie. First, its porn. 2nd, its perverted. How come guys can stare at women and then bump into something? well, unless they're attracted to the girl, or they are actually really perverts who can't keep their eyes off hot girls. LOL. ==''...3rd, its a totally stupid movie. Conclusion: STEWPID MOVIE. ==''...

And, now? i'm well..blogging..but, i'm maybe going to an aunt's house later..so..yeah. And oh, i'm also smsing.. LOL. sometimes i amazes me how fast time flies by. A few months ago, i wasn't sure i could survive when that decision was made. But, now..everytime we text each other..somehow, i thank God that we sorta broke up. ==''.. I mean, i think that our relationship might be strengthen by this...you know. Now we laugh more often..not like last time, we just said some solemn things like, oh well, you know what. ==''..LOL.

Anyway, gonna have electone class later..so, i'm going to go and prepare..==''.. Hmm..so, byee!! thanks for listening to me crap. HAHA!

Photos.. that are worth a thousand words.

Hey folks, i'm back from my hometown.. and i've just finished sorting out the photos i've took at my hometown and when i had a visit to my aunt's house yesterday..i'm kinda lazy typing now..like i said, i'm really becoming a potato couch. LOL.so..enjoy..LOL.



me and my cousin sis.. LOL.


candid shot..i didn't know she took this photo..haha! swtz, i know.




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see?? she loves to eat...i'm feeding her..haha!

i dunno what she's doing.. LOL. but, she very very cute! XD

.....nothing to say.

goodness knows what they're doing..hehe..XD

Mabel!! i love her so much..hehe!

there they are..playing...dunno what. LOL.

this is kinda funny, its like mabel's afraid of my cousin sis..haha..quite funny~

she keeps following her sister..hmm.. =) aren't they cute?!!

mabel is still learning how to walk, so when she walks, she's like, those mabuk ppl. haha~

the two sisters... i'm sure they'll be very leng luii when they grow up.. hehe.

this is my favourite pic of her. she never looks at the camera..so,this is like, a precious pic..LOL. haha!

Isn't she cute?!! xP

Erm..she's actually kissing her sister, but, yeah, i know it doesn't look like it.==''..

This is, Mandy. her hairstyle so damn yeng..maybe i'll change it to her hairstyle..ahaha!

Okay, she's kinda hyper active, so...well, you get the picture. ==''..

Ahaha!! no comments..LOL. she's always like this..==''..

this is Mabel, she loves eating crackers... haha..LOL.

my 二嫂and my niece! she's so cute too!! XD

hmm..my legs wearing the high heels..seriously..its my legs.

And this, is what i wore to my aunt's house yesterday, (yeah,i wore high heels!!)

we got angpao's!!! LOL. took it for fun..

my sis and my cousin sis's baby..so cute..anyway, see the contrast? the baby's eye-big. my sis eye-langsung tak nampak. LOL.

This is my favourite pic of her. She is so god damned cute!!

tHE cousin photo..LOL. mom's idea.

Actually we wanted to take another shot, but the baby cried and so all of us started to fuss over her..well, after i took this photo though.. actually i was talking to my mom..then, she just..snap! LOL.

Oh perfect.

Hey people. Yeah, i'm blogging now... so stop bugging. Okay, um.. the reason i didn't blog was.. 'cuz i went back to my beloved hometown and forgotten to bring this baby back. And so, i survived with? The incredibly stupid TV and Michelle's book: Breaking Dawn. *screams and faints. LOL. Yeah, i've become a potato couch for these past 4 days. And i'm dumping things down my stomach at every chance i got. TOo bad for my stomach. Hmm~

And now, i've finally finished reading Breaking Dawn..(hey michelle! you can get your baby book back soon! ==''.) Well, technically..i've read it before..just sorta wanna read it all over again to..kinda like, obsessed with twilight saga. I'm impressed by the way Stephenie Meyer writes..her imagination is..really beyond words. And the way she express the feeling, how she describes the scenery and how the character feels...it just awes me. She kinda gave me an inspiration to write a book, and i am on it now..but everytime i reel back and read what i've wrote, it makes me feel frustrated and i feel stupid of writing such a childish story. Well, personally that's what i think. And i think based on ying lee's comment, my story is kinda idiotic. Ironic, isn't it? It kinda amuse me that i can at least finish a chapter. BAh. ==''.

I've been trying to jot down lines of what i think so that when i've decided to start a new book, i'll get to use it. Of course, i'm not copying. Have you ever felt a gush of inspiration brush past you when you see something fascinating? Everytime i see a breathtaking scenery, words like, green trees surround and hear the water gushes immediately jumpes into my mind. Sometimes i feel proud of myself, and sometimes, i feel that its just plain lame. ==''..

I hope the school hols will slow down. I haven't got around taking a deep breath and school's gonna start in what? 6 more days? Give or take a few.. LOL. I hope that what i heard is true, that when school starts, the evil witch of the west will take her broom and go far away. Or whatever. And i hope she goes to that school, hey, i can call my friends there anytime to ask a favour. Bully her. Right, now i'm becoming an equal of her. Ugh. Shucks. *wash myself in holy water. LOL!!!

Right, i'm gonna have to mop the floor now. Mom's orders. Chores alert. Sigh. so, i hope that this post full of crap can entertain "...''. U know who who are. LOL. so..Byee!!!