Thursday, October 1, 2009


Love is patient, love is kind.It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.It is not easily angered, it keeps
no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil,but rejoices with the truth.It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails.
You come to love not by finding the perfect person,
but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
When you are in love you can't fall asleep,
because reality is better than your dreams.
Two soul but a single thought,
two hearts that beat as one.
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
If i had to choose between loving you and breathing, I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.
If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

this is ridonculous!haha!

abc'sShareRULES:Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.
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ABC About You Questions:


A - AVAILABLE: Yes
B - BIRTHDAY: 29-11-1996[presents ya!!xD]
C - CRUSHING ON: nobody..==''...
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: erm...ice?teehee!
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my friends..

F - FAVORITE SONG: hmm.loads..R&B...classics like Debussy's...erm..Claire de Luna..you name it.other kinds too..hmm..
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: GUMMY BEAR(certainly not worms!![gulp])
H - HOMETOWN: Seremban..somewhere there..i think..XD..
I- IN LOVE WITH: erm...ah!!sweelynn..my wife..haha!
J - JUGGLE: no..==''..

K - KILLED SOMEONE: YA THINK?!!!
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: erm...i don't know..cuz i always sleep..cuz i get car sick..==''...
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: erm...i don't really drink those..[gulp]
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1
O - ONE WISH: urmm..world peace?
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: ermm...my call log says..CHEE WENG?!!!OHMIGOD!I DIDN'T CALL HIM!!!

R - REASON TO SMILE: ermm...i don't know..i like to smile..i think?haha!
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: this morning?8something..haha!

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: i'd prefer not to answer that question.
V - VEGETABLE(S): ermm...am i supposed to know what it means?as in,vegetables only?

W - WORST HABIT: let's see..the worst is...well..when i get bored my hands start to get itchy..so in tschool the person beside me kena lorhhs...so cham..i know..xD...but i also kena by her...haiz..==''..world war 3..muahahaha!
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: none
Y – YOYOS ARE: what kinds of yoyo?modern or tradisional?
Z - ZODIAC : Sagitaurius
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Random QuestionsAbout You

Spell your name without vowels: Jn Ch W-y
What color do you wear most?:black and white..mostly white
Least favorite color?erm...not really any..What are you listening to?:LOVE DRUNK by BOYS LIKE GIRLS!!!!*screams and faints..xD..
Are you happy with your life right now?:yeah..i think..what's there to be sad of?

When do you start back at school/college?:erm...we started school three days ago?
Less Favorite pair of shoes?: slipper

Where do you wish you were right now?: in korea?haha..or maybe new zealand??

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: err..yes..no..yes..no.i don't know..
Can you tie a cherry stem with you mouth?: no
Can you whistle?: oh yeah!!you bet..haha!!
Write with both hands?:yeah..well..i scribble though..haha!
Walk with your toes curled?:that's a challenge...i'll work on it..haha!

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: no
Do you believe in miracles?: yes
Do you believe in magic?:well..not really..
Love at first sight?: don't know
Do you believe in Satan?: NO!! ANTI-SATAN.HAHA!
Do you believe in Santa?: YES!i got presents from him when i was...well..5 year old..haha..cuz i never hang my christmas stockings these few years..==''..
Do you know how to swim?: yes
Do you like roller coasters?: erm..not really..i haven't really go on one..last time i tried to go on one..the person say i'm too short..==''..and i don't think i want now..i'll probably throw up.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: NO.excuse me a mo..i'm gonna throw up.


THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: yes!
Have you ever asked someone out?: no..
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yeah..==''...
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yea
Have you ever painted your nails?: no..==''...no interest..

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: well..if u ask me..i think its around..39 degree celcius?
What radio station do you listen to?: hitz fm
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: a korean restaurant
What was the last thing you bought?: ermm...a book?
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: news?
THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd? : erm..sweelynn..my wife..haha!
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: my teddy bear?haha!
Who was the last person you said I love you to?:erm...i sang a song that has that word..does that count?
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: erm...twice i think..no..more than that..uncountable..haha!
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yeah
Ever cried over the opposite sex?:[scoff!! and snort!!]never!!i just realized there's no point crying over jerks..if he made you cry,then he's not worth it.
Do you cry when you get an injury?:sometimes?
Do certain songs make you cry?:so far i'm standing high..muahahaha!
Are you a happy person?: yeah..what's there to sulk with?i've got my friends..my family..what more could i ask for?
What can make you happy?: my friends and my family?
Do you wish you were happier?: i think i reached the limit..haha!
Can music make you happy?:yup
LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?:erm..well..to be honest,once..==''...
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: NO..==''..of course not..well,at least not yet..

LOOK AT ME
What is your current hair color?: erm...according to my wife(sweelynn) its dark brown..==''...
Current piercings?: none
Have any tattoos?: no..==..at least not now..
Eye color: ermm..black?
IN A BOY/GIRL
Favorite eye color: hazel brown
Short or long hair: short
Height: 157cm...does that count as tall?
Best clothing: don't know

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: NO
Laughed so hard you cried?: yes..
Cried in school: yes
Thrown up in a store: well..i did that in korea..haha!ate too much seaweed so i threw up in the restaurant..==''..
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: yup
Gone skinny dipping:err..i don't know what does that mean...it's jibberish..no sense..==..
Pepsi or Coke:coke..
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald
Single or Group Dates:i don't have dates c'mon!
Chocolate or vanilla:erm..maybe mix it?
Strawberries or Blueberries: can i mix it too?
Meat or Veggies: ermm...doctor say we must have a healthy diet,so..maybe both together?haha!
TV or Movie: TV..haha..at least it's more comfy..haha..
Guitar or Drums?: both
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Chinese or Mexican: Mexican i think..haha!
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: BOTH!!!!
Cake or Pie: CAKE

Thursday, September 24, 2009

.........

Type ten persons name

1 Chris

2 Melanie

3 Xin Mei

4 Sweelynn

5Chee Weng

6 Chee Ching

7 KarHoe

8 Pui Yie

9 Yong Ern

10Yue sam



1. Would you date number 5?Chee weng?!!!ahem ahem..==''...dunno...

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?Melanie:get well soon ya..then we can play truth or dare together..haha!
3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do? yong ern: what u doing
behind Darren's back?

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.sweelynn my lao po:..aiyo...u eat until so full isit?haiz..now u see..i need to tidy...if i fail in any subjacts u die arhhs!!haha!

5. Number 1 is acting weird:lools..jiehhs..u eat wrong medicin arhhs?haha!

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.wow..yue sam...2girls giving u a haircut..so happy hor?haha!

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and ask you to go to a concert.kar hoe:me?!!! not...mehs..haha!!!

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.yue sam:huh?!!u sure?!!

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world .sweelynn:NOOOO!!!!!!I'LL DIE WEHS!!!!COME BACK!!!

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.PUI YIE!!WAT U DO?HAHA!

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.chee weng:err...got poison arhhs?xP...

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.Yong ern: (whistle)sexy girl!!!haha!!!

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.chee ching:wat's up?

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.Chee Ching:u got eat wrong medicine anot?!!>.<..

15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them. sis:i think i have a hunch..nvm...don cry..he's not worth it..==''...

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly on flame.melanie: Yay!!means we can order pizza and i can get a new house!!thanks melanie!haah!

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a cola.sweelynn:got drugs anot?haha!!

18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.sweelynn:yalo...apa tu?o oso dunno..

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game.yong ern:u eat finish nothing do isit?oklo..teman u sot..haha!!

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.Chris:huh?then me lehhs?==''...

21. Number 7 looks lonely!ask xxx to teman u larhhs..haha!!!

23. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.chee weng and xin mei:harh? wah..i a bit scared wehs!haha!

24. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?chee ching:u wan ur hair lyk charcoal isit?==''...

25. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.Yong ern : who bully u ??~sweelynn..yalo..who bully u?me and sweelynn kill tat person..~joan..haha!!

26. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!Chris,xin mei,chee weng,chee ching:argh!!!run for my life!!!!!

ALPHABET xD
According to the alphabet, name a person and tag them.Then answer the questions.

A. Ang Eng hong
1) Do you love this person? - (gag)oh puh-lease!!==''..
2) Is this person your enemy? - nah...
3) Would you kiss this person? – AHEM AHEM!!
B. -
1) What do you really think of this person?-
2) What’s his favorite color? -
3) Ever danced with them? –
C. Chee weng
1) Do you have a crush on this person? – yeah!!(eww)bring the basin here pronto!!hahax!
2) Have you ever had a crush on her? - huh?!isn't it the same question as no.1?
3) How old is she? - 14.
D. Daniel Chen
1) How long have you known him/her? - 9 months
2) Biggest regret? - nah..he may be a lil' silly..no..scratch that..he is tres silly!
3) Do you hate this person?- no...
E. -
1) Have you met their parents? -
2) Worst thing about this person?-
3) Best thing about this person? -
F. Fabian
1) Have you met his parents? - no.
2) Worst thing about this person? - i don't know..haha
3) Best thing about this person? - gee..hard question...
G. Goh Kay Shin .aka. nicholas goh
1) Is he a good listener? yup..
2) Have you ever lied to this person? NOOOO
3) Is this person good looking? -a bit plump..but cute in a way..hahax!
H. Ho min .
1) What grade is she in? – same as me larhhs..==..
2) Is she your best friend? – ...err..dunno..
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? – nah...
I. -
1) What is this person's favorite food? -
2) How did you meet this person? -
3) Do you trust them? -
J. Jing lee
1) Do they have any siblings? -Er...
2) Do you know their favorite song? – Er...
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? - Er...i'll faint?cuz that would mean she's a lesbian..==...
K. Khong Shein
1) How old were you when you first met? – 13
2) How did you meet? - School .
3) Ever danced with this person? – Nope.
L. Li wei.
1) What would you do if you had never met this person? – i will never know her bro likes my sis..haha!!
2) Why do you like her? - cute...funny..
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? – maybe?
M. Mom??haha!
1) Is this person older than you? – yeah..>.<..
2) Is this person single?- no!!!!she's dating my dad!!haha!!
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? –every second of everyday of every year and as long as live?haha..
N. Neoh Yu Ming
1) Is this person your friend? – maybe..==''..hard to tell..
2) Have you seen this person cry? – no..
3) Do you know this person’s middle name? – Yu.
O.Ow Ji Qing
1) Have you ever dated this person? – *falls off my chair..==''..YA THINK?!!!
2) When is the next time you'll see this person? -next monday??
3) Do you go to school with them? -duh..
P. Pui Yie
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? - NO .
2) How about a sleepover with them? - NO
3) Does this person have a job? – No la..
Q. poh quee a.k.a...rose ong
1) What is this person's relationship with you? -my sao sao..(bro's wife)last time la...
2) Is this person wealthy or poor? -she is darn rich..haha..
3) What is this person's ambition? -erm..i don't know..
R. -Rynn
1) Have you heard this person sing?-no
2) Do you think this person will repost this? -don't think so..
3) When does this person look best? -ermm...everytime?
S. Swee lynn..my beloved wife..haha!
1) Is this person taller than you? – nope..she's a lot shorter than me...
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? – yeah..we fight eveyday..if we don't fight one day,you'll know something is wrong with us..haha!!
3) Do they live close to you? – Unfortunately...no..T.T..
T. Tee Wei Yu
1) Would you do anything for her? – maybe..==..
2) Have you been to his house? – nah.. .
3) Where does she live? – somewhere on this planet?haha..
V. Voon bin
1) Does he have a crush on you? - (gulp)..maybe asking him is the best solution..
2) Is she cool? - dunno..
3) Is this person your friend? – yeah.one of my very best friend...
W. Wong vern lyn
1) Would you save her from drowning? – yeah..of course..
2) What you like about her? - Great sense of humor !
3) What is his favorite sport? - erm...i don't know..i ask her then i post again..haha!
X. Xin mei
1) How did you 2 come to be friends? –long story...we look alike..so we got to know each other BETTER..haha!!
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them? –maybe...forgotten
3) What is one thing you would change about them? - Er....don't be like me?haha..
Y. Wai yee...
1) How old is she?- 13
2) How long have you known them?- Since standard 5
3) What was your first impression f him/her?- cute japanese girl..haha..
Z. Zhi Yin
1) Does this person have MSN? – Think so .
2) Have you ever made out with this person? -err...no..
3) When will you see this person next? - School .

tagged=gagged..haha!

1. What have you been doing recently?doing my stupid seni??=="..
2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?yeah..when i go to sleep..don't want your head exploding eh?
3. What happened at 10am today?doing seni..??==''..
4. When did you last cry?erm..a few weeks ago??i'm a cry baby..=="..
5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?maybe..maybe not..then again..maybe..
6. What do you want in life now?gee...hard alot..for instance..urmm..some fat off me?(>.<)haha..
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?my mom forbids me to..but sometimes i prefer putting up my hood..xD..
8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?err...sleep??==''..duh..if not??==...
9. What bottoms are you wearing now?erm...pants?
10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?i love you??haha!!
11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?erm..depends..haha..i know i'm evil..
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?should i be?
13. What was the last movie you caught?err...high school musical 3??
14. What are you proud of?everything about me?==''..geez..i don' t know..what should i say?my boobs?haha..
15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?erm...someone:you're really cute..-.-..
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?picture to burn by taylor swift
17. Do you have any nicknames?err..not that i know of..
18. What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?zhi yin:u got blog ar?can give me the add? i 1 to c..
19. What time did you go to sleep last night?2something
20.Are you currently happy?dunno..sometimes..
21. Who gives you the best advice?my friends...
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?err...no...of course not..i'm not a sicko!==..eww..(gag)
23. Who do you talked to on phone last night?i didn't..no one...
24. Is something bugging you right now?YES.
25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?my sis...==..
26. Do you like yourself?yeah..i like the way i am..
27. You want $5 or $10?what kind of stupid question is that?!of coz the more the better larhhs!!28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?oh yeah!!!you bet i am..
29. Who is your best best best friend?chris...
30. What will you do if you like that boy/girl?huh?!!should i do anything?what?kiss him to say it??lools...
31 . Who are ur favourite stars ?taylor swift...erm..i don't know..a lot more..
32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?nope...never..
33. Do you had even stead before?huh ?
34. What type of boy/girl do you like?the person who or she is..
35. Now are you single/attached?yeah..==''...

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

raindrops are falling on my head...

heavy rain yesterday...
wanted to walk with them but i'm afraid...
well.. nothing..

in the end i walked with sweelynn
because on the pace they were walking...
i should think we'd never reach there..

so in the end we walked walked walked
and we bumped into nicholas...
then talk talk talk..
then stop talking cuz everyone of us were like..preparing to run..
then..me and sweelynn ran like we were running for our lives..(haha!)
it was kinda fun..
but,unfortunately..i was wearing my guides full-uniform..
and the pants got really heavy when it was wet..
so i was using every part of my muscle to move my legs..

and you know what happens to the naughty kid who play in the rain..
they get..SICK!!!!
well..yeah..that's what happens to me..
so yeah...
i'm sick..but my mom still want me go school..
haiz..
sigh,sigh,sigh
i hate my life in school...especially when one of my friends is not coming...
so i don't feel like going to school..
life sucks..

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

life is gettting worse...life is..sigh..not-so-good...

life is average
not as good as i thought already
i sort out my feelings for that jerk and i'm 100%sure that i don't think of him anymore..
and after that,i had a feeling that everything is gonna be okay..



little did i know..
it was actually worse than the situation i had before..
okay.i'm sorry to my friends that maybe my attitude was bad..
but..guys..you don't need to avoid me..
and to her....
well..i just wanna say sorry if i have ever did wrong to you before..
i don't curse people..and i won't hate you..
that't the way i am..
welcome to my life.



to be hurt

to feel lost

to be left out in the dark

to be kicked when you're down

to feel like you've been pushed around

to be on the edge of breaking down

and no one's there to save you

no you don't know what its like

welcome to my life