UGH!!!i hate him!!why does he keep pushing me?!!
everything also must go his way!
tell him what,
if he comes crawling back saying sorry to me
i'll show him how sorry he'll be

To:that jerk
So go and tell your friends that i'm obsessive and crazy
that's fine you won't mind if i say
YOU'RE AN ULTIMATE JERK!!



I hate that stupid old pick up truck you never let me drive
You're a redneck,heartbreak who's really been a lie..yeah
So watch me strick a match on all my wasted time
As far as i'm concerned you're just another picture to burn

Miss the old times..

Today..after school..it was just the three of us..it felt so familiar..we used to walk together..laughing all the way to the school gate..I really miss those times..I'm really very very very very super duper happy...

Something embarrasing happened to me..last night larhhs
and they keep teasing say i always nervous
the conversation went like this:

M:Aiya..wei er..don't always so gan jeong la see him..(>.<)
Me:No la..i'm not gan jeong..you know arh..i'm always very calm de arhhs..xP..
M&CC:yeah right!
Me:yes larhhs..very calm..

Then we were near the school gate and i saw him
I have to admit
My heart was thumping so hard against my chest that i thought my heart was going to fly out!
Then i keep trying to do a 'avoid him dance' by running front and running back..haha..

then M said:wei er..don't keep running la..
CC:yalo..after he sees you and think..aiyo..why i chat with a weird person..
M:yalo yalo..haha..
Me:okay..okay..

Then i calmed down..on the outside though..
Inside..my heart was thumping like mad..
then M say her sis come..then bye bye..n bye bye..
left me and CC
i keep wanting to walk faster..
CC still walk slow slow..(aiyoyo!>.<)
then she ask,why you want to avoid him?
then i say:mana ada..
then she say my voice is trembling..
Me:well,you see..walking uphill is kinda tiring so of course you get tired you will pant...and it is hard to talk when you're panting..
CC:Oh really?(sarcastically)
Me:yeah..okay..goodbye!
CC:Wehs!not so fast!
Me:okay..
then walk walk walk...
Me:okay!bye bye!
CC:bye..

then i cross the bridge..alone..
and i didn't know that i'm crossing with him..==..(ohmigod!)
then..i dunno why me and him keep walking the same pace..
i walk fast he also walk fast..
then dunno why the damn person in front of me suddenly walk slow..
then his side suddenly a lot of people..
aiyo!help lorhhs!
then finally..FINALLY!
i see my bus and make a dash for it..
siapa tahu..
he also walk the same way..
i thought he walk to esso there..
then i was like..
Dammit dammit dammit!
then i finally got on bus..
my heart was already dancing madly inside
i could hardly breathe..
aiyo..see him larhhs!
make people run so fast until now cannot breathe..==..

then i hiccup..
OHMIGOD!!!!!!
the whole bus looked at me(okay not the whole bus but just the few people around me)
then wait wait wait..
everybody come on board...
then vrroom!
the bus go
i still cannot breathe normally..
until go home..
i bathe finish..
then breathe normally...
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!!

Maybe two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and i thought 'Hey,you know this could be something'..
Cuz everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now i'm left with nothing

So maybe its true
That i can't live without you
Maybe two..is better than one

But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you got me coming undone
Now i'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing

Cuz when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That i can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you already got me coming undone
Now i'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and i thought 'hey'

Maybe its true
That i can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

And i'm thinking i can't live without you
Cuz maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But i figured out
When its all said and done
Two is better than one

Yuki Wada's concert

okay..on the 31st of august..sempena the National Day..i went to this electone performer concert in Subang Parade..she is..Yuki Wada..she is so good! well..obviously she has to be good only she can go around performing..i'm a nutter...==...just look at those pictures..==..


this is her poster...i dunno why cannot put it straight la..=.=..

she's playing the smaller STAGEA..that's the organ name..

this is the grand STAGEA..i can't wait for the day i change my organ to this STAGEA...no la..maybe i will want to keep using my EL-900..which is just a level below STAGEA..so its not really out-dated..=.="..

She's playing the organ..kinda cute la actually she..hahax..>.<..

Once in a hundred years...

this is the way everyone has been waiting for(okay maybe not everyone,haha!==...)
09-09-09..
they say whoever says i love you to the person he or she loves..
they will be together forever..

so..people out there..tell that person they love them..or you'll need to wait for another 100years(that is,if you want it to be on a special day like today..)

the people who are already a couple,i wish you guys the best!
the people who are still single..i wish that guys will find the person you love..soon..

So..good luck everyone..
i'm also taking this opportunity to say..'I love you' this word to him too..
I love you..xxx..>.<..

I love you..
if that's the last thing i say..
I'll love you..
if that's the last thing i do..
I loved you..once..
I love you..now..
I'm always loving you..forever and ever..

first, add "I'm a/an" on your title, then add the rest of the answers on as you do the questions.
Tag 10 people

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[+] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?
[+]Shorts = cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort = skank
[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ]Skinny jeans = scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans = emo (the one day i wear em, i swear)
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[ ]Pajamas = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[ ]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ]Black = with a sexy smile
[+]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Red = that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown = who loves to be differen
[ ]Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ]Bald = with herpes
[ ]Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ]1 = who ate
[ ]2 = who needed
[ ]3 = who killed
[ ]4 = who shot
[ ]5 = who killed
[ ]6 = who smoked with
[ ]7 = who banged
[ ]8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ]10 = who cuddled with
[+]11 = who slept with
[ ]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = a dog
[ ]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[ ]06 = The Trojan man
[]07 = Barny the dinosaur
[ ]08 = a prostitute
[ ]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = a lover
[ ]12 = a glass of milk
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a stripper
[ ]15 = a lesbian
[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = a dildo
[ ]21 = a homeless guy
[ ]22 = a whore
[ ]23 = my crush
[ ]24 = an easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[+]29 = your dealer
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ]White = because I love marijuana
[ ]Black = because im sexy as hell
[ ]Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[+]Gray = because I got dared
[ ]Other = because that's how I roll
[ ]Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown = because I had to
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs
[ ]Aqua = 'cause the 306CBZ kick cun

My result is:

I'm a freaky cutie with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend who slept with my dealer because i got dared..

for real?!lol!!!!wait..if i'm freaky..what brings me to cutie?this is so weird..==...

Have i forgotten him?Don't think so.

I don't know whether i still love him..its been a very long time..i should be able to forget him..but..sometimes,i can't stop thinking about him..my memory of him is starting to get blur..but everytime i think of him..the feelings come flushing back..the memory comes back as clear as crystal..i need to start all over again to forget about him..

I don't know whether i should delete all his messages..everytime i read the messages..its just very sweet..i can't bear to just delete his messages..

I'm really very tired of sorting out his things..but..at least i get to see them 1 last time..i hope that he is happy wherever he is...

i just wanna say..

I love you
I always did.

Where did i go wrong
I lost a friend
Somewhere along the bitterness
And i would have stayed up with you all night
Had i known
How to save a life