Is it love?

What is LOVE? That you don't care whether that person is perfect and you still love that person? Is that it? Then what about LIKE? I don't know if I LIKE or LOVE him...its really complicated..everybody told me that he has already like another girl..I know..but..why?why can't i just forget him?Just..accept the fact that he is unavaible?I accepted that long ago..but why?why can't i stop thinking bout him?I thought maybe going to different schools i will forget him.. forget that he ever hurt me so badly before..forget every single detail bout him..but everytime when we text each other,i miss him like hell..that day he told me he is going to taiwan,my heart broke into pieces..then when i watched the news at night there was this accident in taiwan..a lot of people died..i think my heart stop for 1 sec..then i tried to call him...but failed..That day he came back,i text him..luckily he replied..a lot of days later..i couldn't take it any longer..so i ask him if he still like me..until today..he still hasn't replied..i guess i know the answer deep down in my heart..but i just won't face the fact...guess it really is time to let go..just like wai yee said..loving someone who doesn't love you is not worth..i never believe that..but now i do..but i just wanna say..he gave me the best time of my life last year...though we were never together..i will always cherish the memories..gosh,i miss him so much!T.T...

Gathering...hmm...great..

In the F.O.S store...=.="...from left..melanie,me,wai yee and sue ann!!

On the 10th of June,6M had a gathering...someone plan and we went to 1utama...but the day b4 gathering...everybody backed out..so..i guess this isn't really called gathering because only 4 people turned up..then..jun kit turned up..only 1 guy(i don't know why he turned up,but my sixth sense told me that its because of..well..somebody...^^and normally girls sixth sense are right..haha)anyway..we went to secret recipe for lunch and almost everytime when the waiter came..we practically keep telling him to wait...cuz we couldn't make up our mind..then..we didn't know what to do until melanie said the next day is her mom's b'day..so we went shopping for purse..not those old woman kind of purse..the..cool kind cuz her mom's really cool..and..we went to tons of shops..then we went to F.O.S...and guess what we did?Its actually kinda stupid...erm..we grab some clothes...then we ran into the fitting room...and took pictures...then we went to watch hannah montana again..haha..its nice so i watch again...then..we went home..really sad...we hug each other...except for junkit of course..=.=''...well this is it for this time..

I went to the Hannah Montana premiere!!!!

Ok..um..on the 1 of June..when i was at chee ching's house..Shi zhe suddenly called..he asked me if i wanted to watch Hannah Montana the movie..I was like..what?!you serious?!cuz he's mom wasn't available(private reasons)then..yea..i said ok..so..the next day(2nd of june)at 5 something..his dad and his sis came to pick me up..then i went to his house..said hello to his mom..and guess what?i met my former teacher..Cikgu Wong.Yup..you can guess what happened..i froze on the spot..LOL..anyway..we went to Sunway Pyramid..got the tickets..and went for dinner..we had pizza(yummy!)..then we went in..and the movie started at 7.20 pm..we bought popcorn..it was humoungous!!!We laughed throughout the whole movie..which was like..nearly 2hours..yea..then..we went shopping..well..not me..not exactly...it's shi zhe and his dad..and his sis..i didn't buy anything as i wasn't in the mood to shop..=.=''..sweatz..i know..then..about 10 something i reach home..home sweet home!!!hahax..^^...

BEC retreat..awesome!

On the 30th and 31st of May,my family and me went for a BEC retreat..for those who are christians or catholic..you might have an idea of what I am talking about..if you are neither these 2..well its too bad..okay..um..so we went to a place called IJ(Infant Jesus)Convent..somewhere in Cheras..=.=''..so we reached at 10 something..and we started..i don't want to go into details..hope you guys don't mind..=.=''..then..we did a lot of things..i forgotten..cuz..most of the time i was sleeping..(hey,you can't blame me cuz i was really tired=.='')and then..the best part was..FOOTBALL!!!OMG!!I didn't know football was so fun!!I mean..i always thought football was a stupid game and a game where boys get their feet all dirty(ew..gross..)there were 6teens and 3children..and 2 aunties..hehe..the next day..we went to a chapel..then..there were activities..then..we played..FOOTBALL again..this time i played slightly better..and a little more daring..i actually pushed someone!!!Imagine that!!HAHA!!hehe..okla..swtz..we ate lunch..rest for awhile(playing badminton=.='')then..activities..then FOOTBALL AGAIN!!!!=.="...then we went home..home sweet home..=.=''...LOL!!!!!!!!!

Teacher's day is a boring day for students..secondary students i mean!!!

He is in the pic..^^..(P.S..he's not any of those dancers)

This too..if you zoom you can see him..he's so cool!!

Ok..today was teacher's day in my school...seriously..i cannot find the real word to describe it..but trust me,it was worst than "boring"..i'm serious..the teachers are all playing games and we just sit there looking at the teachers like idiots..they are having so much fun!!And we have to sit cross-legged the whole time!!Sitting cross-legged for too long is bad for the blood circulatory system..and i had a cramp!!Thanks to them..=.="..and we don't even get to watch the students perform!!But,even though I didn't get to watch the performance,i got to see him!!!LOL..I know..but then..seeing him is 100 times better than watching the performance..=.="..And we can't walk wherever we want cuz there are prefects all around..=.=''..LOL..I don't know if i want to attend next year's teacher's day..but if he is going,i might be into it..^^..My gosh..secondary school's teacher's day are so boring!!!!!!My sis took some pics..check it out..

The exams are over!!!Hurrah!!

YES!!!!The exams,the horrible exams,are finally over!!!Kiss goodbye to exams!!And the school holidays,are...OFFICIALLY HERE!!!I'm so happy..finally me and my family could go on vacation,relax and no need to worry about exams for,like..another five months!!What could be better than that?OK..maybe there are things better than this but..hey..look on the bright side..it's..HOLIDAYS!!!I'm so happy that the holiday's are here..but on the other hand..holiday means..not seeing him for two whole weeks!!!OMG!!But what to do?He doesn't know anything..and i'm gonna keep it hush-hush all the way till i graduate..=.=''..sweat huh?

Stupid Performance..=.=''..

Jia Ler's mei(left) and her friend...pretty cute huh?^^

Three leng luii caught in the act again..=.=''..haizz..why my junior so sampat 1...

Obviously,these two are not at all interested in fire trucks...their world is BEN10..LOL..=.="..

These students are listening to what the fireman has to say..Jia ler's sis is looking here...I didn't notice until I was posting these pictures..

And goodness knows why the smaller standard adores our HM...I for one..err..never really liked her..not really..=.="..

There's a boy trying to put his hand in the fire hose..if his hand get sucked in...I won't sympathy on him..at least,I think i won't..=.="..

Some students were fascinated by the fire truck but seems like some were bored...=.="..If it was me,I'd cry of boredom...

Students saying goodbye to the idiot..=.="...Chee Ching's mei and Jia ler's mei is in the picture..but jia ler's mei is kinda far away...

Jing yee and Qian ling...my juniors...^^ ..agreed to take pic after I begged them after like,the umpteenth time...hahax..

This bloody person spraying the stupid fire extuinguisher...and all the students were opening their mouths in awe..as if the fire extuinguisher was the most fascinating thing in the world...LOL!!!=.=''

My three juniors who were very bored were caught in the act of talking..^^..

Okay,so I went back to my former school cuz' my secondary school is on holiday.I already planned a schedule for my whole day.Unfortunately,there was this stupid performance about how to put out the fire.And everybody,including the teachers and me,have to go down.And when I went down,I thought all those equipments were supposed to be ready,the students are nearly all there too..but,where ARE THE FIRE BRIGADES? I was thinking to the HM,the firemen haven't even reach and you ask us to go down?Then I thought ok..never mind,the firemen will be comin soon,but guess what?They were so not comin...they were like,ages away..and I was thinking--wtf la..you waste my online-ing time and ask me to come down to a stupid performance?I didn't get to take pictures of the stupid performance cuz I forgotten to bring my camera down.Then when it got to the really boring part,I ran up and took my camera..I even took some pictures of the goodness knows who is it who is talking some idiotic things into our brains..I also managed to get a few students who were really bored to take pictures..they were as bored as me..I found Jia Ler's sis,she's like,so damn pretty already cuz her hair is all tied up. I didn't get to take a picture of her at first cuz there were a lot of people.And then the second time I met her in the office,and ask her to take a picture with her friend...So damn cute..^^...Check these pictures out...=.="..